puteri iidaaahh ((:

2009-06-10T15:24:00.001+08:00

I will wait..until the Sun,the Moon and the Stars have an eclipse.That'll be the day

2009-06-09T18:37:00.002+08:00

This world is full of shit;
every inch,every corner,every stinking pit
Where every brain deserves a bullet and a hit,
This world is full of shit,
Just like my mommy said
and my daddy did;
This world is full of shit

'Cause even when I'm six feet under
with gravel and brown
I'll still haunt and taunt and dig a hole
in every living soul
'cuase I dig my heart out and plant it in yours
like they say "what's mine is yours my dear...what's mine is yours"
and that's why they call me the girl with two hearts
"Aye,the girl with two hearts!!!" ,they say
The girl with two hearts..

2009-06-08T21:10:00.002+08:00

rip my heart out.go ahead.take it.i dont want it anymore.yeah,i know normally im the one who gives all those seemingly motivational,inspiring,CRAPPY,pep talks but not this time.as i jam my fingers on this keyboard and all i hear is "tak-tak-tak-tak' typing " just fucking rip my heat out!!!!!!!!!"urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy whywhywhywhywhy!!!!just fucking why.there's just tooooooooooo many fucking maybes to my questions and no bloddy answers.what the hell is so bloody wrong about me.oh fucking hell.what is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wrong?huh?i dont bloody get it.just fucking get out of my face!!!!!!just leave me alone.just rip my heart out.

2009-06-07T15:31:00.004+08:00

This Friday,5th June was my Birthday.

This date,exactly 16 years ago was when I was created.

I would like to thank God for my living

I would like to thank God for the living and being of my Mother,Aminah Tahar

I would like to thank God for puting me into this not-so-nice but loving family

I would like to thank God for all that I've learnt and the little good I've managed to do in my 16 years of living.

God is great

So yesterday,Saturday 6th June was my ECP beach outing
I arrived on time at 12.30 but Navin obviously just HAD to be "FASHIONABLY (half an hour) LATE".When he arrived,we met and went to find Wilson(the friend and drummer of the band N's in)We then went to T1 to get N some food,but since he fancied nothin' there,we just went to the interchange Mc D where we later(much later) met up with Liyana Amani.After we were done at Mc D's,(Mc D count :1 )we took 31 to ECP :D

The first thing we did there was rent a bike.I rode with N 'cause..*sobs* 'cause I..I've got cancer..no la..I don't know how to ride a bike..sad right :( Anyway,N rode me twice and Wilson rode me once.Thanks you guys!!!We made pitstops at Burger King and Mc D's.(Mc D's count : 2)After riding the bike for nearly 2hours and after all the leg,butt and vaginal/penis/testicle(I'm not being perverted here,I'm just sayin' it like it is.Grow up and get over it people!!! )aches,we returned the bikes and got back our EZ-link cards and went to play at the beach.N and Wilson were trynna get me all wet la.Especially N..what with all the splashing of salt water here and there..sheesh.hehe :D N wanted me to get wet and he'd lend me his clothes later but he changed his mind seeing as that was his favourite pair of pants -.- hehe.We then chilled for a bit and cam whored.Then N and L went to get our drink.They took soooper long la and I was super pissed.At N.Mostly 'cause I wanted a HAND WRITTEN poem(the original yet creative poem was meant as muh B'day pressie) and he gave me a soft-coppied one in a thumb drive 'cause his hand-writing was bad.He even wanted to pass it to Firdaus to write it for him.Which only made me more pissed la sia.'Cause I was s'possed to be the first person to read it.And even though the whole Fi writing the poem thing didn't happen,the intention was there kay!hehe.After beggin on all fours and after the beach wind cooled me down,i forgave him la.

Soon he said he needed to go to the toilet and shit and so he left.Later L called him asking him where he was and he said that he was with his parents(somehow or rather,his parents were there and found him) and that he needed to get his bag(which he didn't bring along to the toilet) and then chiow with his 'rents.I was like WTF!!!Then me and L just ignored that sour piece of news and sang me my birthday song.N creeped up behind us and shook and made a funny presumably "scary" noise in an attempt to shock us(which didn't work on me btw) and he sang along.But at the last 2 line of the song,two other voices chimed beautifully in.It was at night and there was a very bright light behind them so i could'nt really see their faces.At first i thought they were mats,so I just turned away but upon a 2nd look,i found out that it was N's parents, A.J AND FI!!!hehe.what a surprise!!!seriously!(no sarcasm intended here).They even wrote a song and though up and practised a tune for my Birthday song.How sweet is that siaaa!!!We even had mini cakes (with the price tag still on.$2 hehe!!! :) and in the end L smashed a cake into muh face.I KNEW THAT WAS COMMIN SIA!!!aiyoh.after cleaning up,we went to Mc D's(Mc D count : 3 ) then we 31-ed to Bedok interchange where they wanted to accompany me nearer to muh home 'cause I was scared to go home all alone at this late hour.But in the end I declined as it would be very inconvienient for them.But thanks ya'll.I really appreaciate it!And that was the end of the day..or rather night

I'm so lucky to have met you guys.Love ya'll loads!!!

Here's the pics

And here's N's lovely poem :D

Idah
U wanted a poem from me
So heres one From me to You
A poem that signifies our Friendship
A Testament of Time and joy
A Friendship So strong Even Adamantium claws Can't Pierce (No Pun Intended)
A reason why i consider u one of my treasured friends
A Statement from Navin To Idah

To express himself in a way he has never done before
But since u asked so nicely in a way i could not refuse
I Decided to Put my Penmanship to the test
To Write u a poem on your 16th birthday

On u're 16th birthday,i wanna paint this day
So u will never forget me no matter how much u try
To describe u in words would be an insult to such a complex person like u
But i will try my best to accomplish this mission of mine
Ure Perceptiveness has always astounded me
And to be honest with u,uve always Surprised me

U were right when u said ure unique as i couldn't agree more
For someone who turns 16,its a new beginning
New challenges,Another story unfolds
When I first met u on 24th of March
U were this girl full of wit and energy
Especially ure sarcasm for truly i enjoy my time spent with a friend like you

u do things not many would because ure unique
And then we started Corresponding to each other on MSN
I'll admit those were fun times Never has so much fun on MSN
To be honest im really glad i accepted Firdaus's invitation to come to Synergy Night
Because i Met a Wonderful Person named Idah
I would try to continue but i have no other words to describe u
Just keep in mind That ure Idah and remember to stay true to who u are
Ure Insanity and craziness will always be a part of u

and finally,here's the song they made

Today,is the day.You finally turn 16.
Today,we’re here.To celebrate it with you.
Here by the beach,Enjoying all of our time.

We’re so sorry,that we came late,we didn’t mean to make you sad.So please forgive us.

Bcuz its your birthday,today
It’s the tie=me for you to smile all day.
Its your birthday,today
Cmon,lets all celebrate this day…
[Fifi random talking x3]

OH-EM-GEE!!!THANKS SO MUCH YA'LL!!!LOVE YA :D

-iidaaahh^arhh!!Lightning in my eyes!!!

(ps:I lazy to colour the words laaa..sorry :)

2009-06-05T13:05:00.002+08:00

currently listening to : You & me - lifehouse

ASSALAMUALAIKUMMM!!!Hi,Hey,Hello,Yo,Wassup!,Konichiwa,Vanerkem!!! YEAAAAAAHH!!!!
hehehehehe!!!
Guess what?
It's..It's..It's..JUNE 5TH!!!
That means that it's muh Birthday!!!
As of 12 a.m today I turn 16
another year older
and that makes it LEGAL for me to watch nc16 movies now :D
(not that I bother to be all "LEGAL" before I watch it anyway)
This year I wasn't really all enthu about today.
To me,today's just like any other day..but just better,sweeter and more meaningful somehow

To those who were so nice and sweet and kind enough to remember my birthday and wish me or even get me a present..

T.H.A.N.K friggin Y.O.U.!!!
I really,sincerely appreciate it ya'll!!

Tomorrow is Saturday, June 6th 2009
which means that I'll be having muh E.Mathematics tution at 9-11a.m instead of 11a.m-1p.m
(where I'll be doing my SHSS E.mathematics paper2..or shall I say..SHOULD'VE done(but obviously not yet) and checked against the E-learning soft copy of the answers('cause there's something wrong with the friggin printer!!!)AND do another worksheet(which obviously isn't done yet)AND on TOP of that,I'll be doing a paper Miss Lai(my E.mathematics tutor) will be giving me(PS:I THINK SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!eheheh :)

AFTER muh tuition,I'll be slowly getting ready and leavin muh house by 12 noon where i'll be making a 0.5 hour journey to Tampines Interchange,where I'm s'possed to be at by 12.30 and meet up with L(iyana),N(avin) and A.J.We'll then bus 31 together to East Coast beach where many magical and wonderful memories await to be made :)

I guess that's all I have to reprt here folks!!!heeh :) oh wait

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAIYIDAH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

3 cheers for me,myself and i

hip-hip..HURRAYYY!!!
hip-hip...HURRAYYY!!!
hip-hip.....HURRAYYYYY!!!!!!!!

(can you say self-obsessed much? hehe)

Your melody is so familair..unlike any other;

you were the song in the car,

the chorous of my symphony;

the beat of my heart

'cause baybeh we go together like a wink and a smile :)

LOVE YOU GUYS HEAPS!!!

-iidaaahh <333

just 'cause I'm the chorous to your lovely melody

2009-06-03T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hi :D
the first thing I'm gunna say is

MY COUSIN IS WATCHING AS I TYPE

thats weird.

Anyway.so..
MT exams are like FINALLY OVER!!!So I can feel good and not guilty for talkin in English :)
But I don't think I can get A1 :(((
SERIOUSLY!!!Damn!
Anyway,I'm sooo gunna retake the friggin exam.Lucks to me :(

So,er..
I watched a movie recently..so ...its time for

Movie Review

TERMINATOR!!!That was what we watched.And what I mean by W.E is ME,Asir,Ifwat(those two are muh cousins) and muh aunt(you don't needa know her name -.- )

So... it was goooood :D like seriously.I totally didnt expect it.The actors are definately skilled and good looking :)

so yah..WATCH IT :)

and uh..update.

Incase you people didn't know,muh Bday is commin up!!!June 5th

presents are much appreaciated :)

no la

kidding la

but if you wanna give i wont stop :)

kidding

or am i...

okay

out of point

anyway...JUNE 6TH IS COMMING!!!

like yeaaaaaaaaah!!!

we're going to the beach

not bitch

beaaaaaaaaach

so yah.er..and what I mean by WE is ME,LIYANA AND A.J AND NAVIN andf maybe their friends.

So yah.we're gunna cycle and picnic and stuff

actually

I swear I have no idea what we're gunna do

so..I guess it'll be a surprise???yeah

and oh yah!before i forget..

yesterday,June 2nd me,my sister(Diyana..if you MUST know) and muh cousins went to Vivo

did some shopping..at DAIKO!!friggin DAIKO

I was bored to death and as cranky as like ever

long story

but it was okay la

anyway..

one more thing

to Lim Yong Jie:HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

2009-05-25T19:19:00.001+08:00

Soft kiss and wine
what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy
for the moment
we will come
alive
tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down
be still
don't worry
talk they will
I'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off
rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl
start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

..wow..this song is about SEX -.-

2009-05-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

Last Wednesday

I drank too much cold water.I felt a sore throat creeping up muh throat..at niiight~

Last Thursday

I got the friggin sore throat -.- _l_ !!! I drank like..4 tea spoonfuls of DROWSY cough syrup.I felt sleepy at first.Then I felt like I could collapse.At first I thought it was just the meds but soon I developed a fever.I asked to leave early and missed 1hr of P.O.A

Last Friday

I didnt feel well so i ponned school :P

Last Saturday

I didnt feel well and my tutor cancelled our tuition slot

Last Sunday

Didn't go to Sunday School..was *kind-of* still sick,but MUUUCH better.watched Adam and Kris's show-down.(The results)

I actually wanted to Vlog tday,but My phone has too little memory space and my webcam sucks and my mic's spoilt. -.- _l_ !!!

and Liyana Amani.. eFF..yoU..(c)..Kris!!!

ADAM LAMBERT deserves to win la..I mean,with THAT vocal range and difference and specialty and uniquness and smile and laugh and originality and creativity and flexibility and plain hawt and sexyness la!!!heck that he's gay!urhhhhhhhh.to hell with you la Kris(I don't actually mean it la) and Adam totally rocked "No boundaries" Kris sounded like he peed in his pants -.-

any whooo..Today was boring.MT intensive maah..MT O level commin up June1st..oh-em-gee!!!I was having a headache and a bad hair day and was basicaly in a bad mood

just to let ye people know..muh B'day's commin up..I'm expecting presents..LAWLS!!!kidding la.Don't have also neh mind luh :D [5th June]

Lookin forward to our beach outing baybes :D

wish me luck for muh Os..I'm SERIOUSLY gunna need it

2009-05-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

So I logged into Blogger for no tangable reason.And now that I'm logged in,I've no idea what to type for this post.Well,I had a basic idea but the topic is so broad and diverse and so I don't know where to start.And also now,it just seems like a passing thought.(Do I even make sense anymore?)

Er.so,I've informed you people that I'll be changing my e-mail and blogskin soon right?So yah.I will be vloggin' preety soon since my Mid-years are over.And since we're on the topic of Mid-years,don't even ask.I obviously did badly.

I was s'possed to catch "Angels and Demons" with Nor Asrima Natasha,but that did'nt work out 'cause she had concurring plans so I and Liyana Amani lepak-ed(relax-ed) instead.we wanted to go to KFC,but since it was lunch time,it was obviously crowded so we took bus 8 from TP to Tampines interchange where we thought of eating at the interchange's KFC,but since there were certain people we don't wanna see,we decided to go to T1,where we saw many more people we didn't wanna see and plus,the foods there are soo limited luh so we decided to chiow.We went to classic/vintage TM :)Where we ate at Mac D's.We then took 15,followed by 17 and then finally 24;our usual.

And Oh-em-gee..there were minahs and mats fucking on the bus la.like..EWW.

So i've reached home,bathed and ate.and lied down and am online and FB-ed..and I'm STILL bored.

I'm always gunna continue to think,understand,feel,say and do things.My heart will beat and blood will flow through my veins.Your assumptions and judgements are grossly clueless and your understanding is shallow and it disgusts me.The scrutiny in your eyes is hugely perverse.Try as you may,your speech and doings have no impact on me whatsoever and none will ever be reciprocated by myself either.Your efforts are in vain;just like throwing sand into the sea.However i will grant you the recognition of being the friction to my boots;slows me down but shapes the sole of my boot.

I still have Allah S.W.T,Nur Saiyidah Binte Jasni still has me,myself and I.She still has her family and her friends.And that's all I'll ever need.

I'm moving and when I'm gone..

just remember all the words that my eyes said,all the laughs we had,the memories we've shared and the tears we've shed

'cause you know you'll never find another like me

and when im gone..maybe,just maybe you'll see

I am veined with iron, with silver and with streaks of common mud.

2009-05-15T14:40:00.001+08:00

TO :AJ

checkered heartts and stinkyy farts,
neongreen and lean,mean kiss-blowing machines.
The name "Dean" and skinny jeans ;
cause you're one of a kind.. thats really hard to find..
(just like your shades ,Ray Bans or
the perfect pair of hands..)

..ohh wont you be mine?

2009-05-14T20:16:00.001+08:00

this is bad.very bad.
please..somebody..take the pain away

2009-05-13T15:25:00.003+08:00

you..Y.E.S ... WHY-OH-FRIGGIN-YOU[Y-O...U] like WTH is your bleedin problem dude?~~i FB-ed YOU and even made my specific instructions very explicit to the max tellin ye to FUCKING REPLY ME..and~~you're such a friggin wanking twat so ye didnt.like WTH your problem?like are you like screwin yo mom up or somethin'?and no,you're not adorable you friggin cunt muh neh-na's arse gets more credit than tha' God,you're just so full of it arent you?!!your penis is 'bout the size of ye brain..now that makin a statement.when you're done doin your mom lemme know then maybe we work somethin' out like what a huge gi-normous friggin he-bitch you are.like get over yourself dude.you no saint with no sparkling halo over ye head you shitty little nit wit.your face should be on the top of yo momma's wall of shame for ever givin birth to you.nah,i dont think you could be born,ye had to be hatched.everone's unique,that's one hell of a scam.no matter what you wear your face doesnt match.you're a walking night mare.oh just save me the effort and kill yourself.you'd do the whole world a big justice.and no,nobody will miss you.so kiss your sorry ass good-bye.

2009-05-11T16:18:00.002+08:00

2009-05-07T19:08:00.003+08:00

so i've realised what exactly it was that made my last blogpost so boring..
i forgot to add pictures..

so..here they are..enjoy :D

me takin a pic of her takin a pic of me :D

eek..what's that on muh shoe? *loudly coughs "FAKE SUSHI GRASS" *

wow.sushi producers are eco-friendly..what with the fake grass and all..

woah..look at her spread her wings..

another of me takin a pic of her takin a pic of me :D

Anyway,if you people have been keepin up with American Idol..Allison Iraheta ISN'T part of the top 3!!!My ideal top 3 would be Adam(1st choice),Allison(if Adam didnt win,she'd be my 2nd choice) and Danny but she's not in the top 3!!!No offence to Kris fans,i think he's good,heck they all are,but based on last weeks performance,HE should be out.Anyway..here's the videos

Allison Iraheta - Cry Baby

Allison Iraheta + Adam Lambert ='Slow Ride'(the song being sung) <333

Adam Lambert - Whole Lotta Love <333

Danny Gokey - Dream On

and This video's just for fun :D

search charlieissocoollike on youtube and see more of his videos

and just for the fun of it..

here's Liyana Amani's little love poem

Evernight i await for your text

i will wait,yes i will wilt

every moment spent is a memory made

our intentions are clear..but our hearts are filt

i yearn to see your face

aww..aint that sweet?* does the wanting-to-puke-face * My poems are so much better :D Lol!

-iidaaahh^i miss you

wegotogetherlikeawinkandasmile

PS:I MAY CHANGE TO LIVEJOURNAL

2009-05-06T15:34:00.002+08:00

OH-EM-GEE

The first thing i did today when i woke up was to call Liyana Amani

..many times may i add..

to ask her if the exams were gunna start as per mon,tues,thurs & fri timing or on wed timing

when i finally got to know that the exams were gunna start as per wednesday timing,i was sooo relieved.

Anyway,the weather yesterday night was like crazy laa..hot and cold sia..trynna be like Katy perry -.-

the lightnings and thunders were like scary laa...

We had Social Studies Mid-Year Examinations today.

The Source-Based Questions were okay

BUT the Structured Essay Question was a killer laa..the questions were on the chapters i felt wouldnt come out laa.wa laooo

We ended at around 10.30a.m.

i decided to ajak Liyana Amani out since i didnt want to go home straight.

we took 15 to pasir ris

thought of going to white sands for Pizza Hut..but there was no Pizza Hut outlet there

to we waited for 358 to go to E-hub.

While waiting we saw Yong Jie!!!

We took 358 together

we dropped off together too

when we finally reached E-hub..there was NO PIZZA HUT

we called Yong Jie as he said that there was a Pizza Hut Outlet there

but he didnt pick up -.-

so we went to BBQ Chicken instead

like OMG.it was E.M.P.T.Y

and the people there were like mentally retarded or something sia.no offence

it was veryyy akward laa..like SERIOUSLY

but like after a looong time then people started comming..

so Liyana and i were like"phew"-ing and when i said,"Thank God" only..they LEFT!!!

we were laughing in desperation la..like WTH

but in the end,more people came.

When we finally exited the place,we went to NTUC

LOL!to get SUSHI!!!

Which we ate on bus 17 to Bedok interchange.

We then 24-ed home.

i didnt even realise but apparently liyana and i took the same bus as imran.lol!

and ps;if you think i like you..

dude!you were soo like..5 years ago..

and thtas a lot..'cause thats like..1/3 my age..so ha!lol!

THEN i saw ---

i whish you the best my dearest

er..i swear i dont know how this post became so damn boring..

but the events unfolded preety retardedly..

oh well,like N says,retard-ness is siddicult to express through this type of medium

anyway,for more info..got to Liyana Amani's blog yeh?

(if you dont know the link..then there probably is a reason for that :)

-iidaaahh

2009-05-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

TRIBUTE

here's to you.

You see the hate, that they servin' on a platter

So what we gon' have - desert or disaster?

here's to you..

the song you wrote

[Verse 1]
Looking round, lookin at people walkin past.
But I can't breathe,
cuz it's you that I see, right in front of me.
What should I do, should I speak?
What should I say, "I'm missin you"?
Oh.

[Chorus A]
Loverboy, where on earth have you gone.
Tell me, why did you leave.
Why dya make me believe you.
Loverboy, you make me so sick.
My heart's piercing. It's hurting.
Because of you.
Loverboy.

[Bridge]
Things were alright but they changed so fast.
Why couldn't we just make it last.
I'm missin all that happened.

Can I break through,
(I) wanna get over you.

[Chorus B]
Loverboy, what the hell happened.
Why did you come back, this place is no heaven.
Loverboy, get out of this place
You're no longer anything to me.
I've got everything without you,
Loverboy.

Loverboy.

and finally,there's YOU

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2009-05-05T17:30:00.002+08:00

urhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
~!@#$%^&*()_+
FUCK FUCKING HELL SHITTY SHITTY FUCKALISHIOUS CRAP!!!
(gives a veryyy long sigh)
what the hell is wrong with me
urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck

leave me alone!urhh

2009-04-29T15:54:00.005+08:00

what is this?
what is this that i feel?
what is this that i feel for YOU
i don't know what to make of this
my mental thoughts and inner-most feelings have morphed into a language;
evolved into indecipherable gebberish,
one that i do not comprehend
so bare..so transparent..yet so concealed
do i like you?
'cause i know that it's not a crush/infatuation

when there's just you and me;there's us..and only us

when there is you,the whole world stops

left floating;defying gravity

but as they float,we fly

your humour and laughter would be the fuel of my rocket

and maybe..just maybe the destination is your heart

and maybe not,but even as we richochet through our milky way,

i know,for certain that this cosmic connection is forever

we'll just have to wait and see where our rocket lands...

2009-04-24T15:34:00.002+08:00

"Hit "PLAY" and We'll rock with you"..Oh-Em-GEEE!!!~... does it sound as obscene as I think it does?

"You gotta Milk The Cow" - Mdm Caroline Wong..from who?

"Milk the Dutch lady!!!" ...(well..it went SOMETHING like that anyway..)

"I love butt cramps," - Natasha :)

"Guys like fat vaginas,it would be painful for them to stick their dicks into skinny ones " ..my personal favourite..need I say more? :D

-iidaaahh^enough entertainment people?

-I've done my job then :)

2009-04-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something bout the look in your eyes
Something bout your beautiful face

In a sea people
There is only you
I never knew what this song was about
But suddenly know I do

Try to reach out to you touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Try to reach out to you touch my hand

[Chorus]
Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
Cause if I do it will all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it will all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

what is this?
i keep thinking a bout you
feeling things i shouldnt
there's this inignorable connection
do you feel it too?

2009-04-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

I was on the bus and I remembered this old song,so I youtube-ed it
so here's the video..enjoy :))

2009-04-10T11:02:00.002+08:00

Thou shalt weep
oh,thou shalt cry and cry and cry
till a million moon and Suns arose..
Thou shalt banish thee and wallow in mysery

oh,you...
you will think of the nights..
of how you did me wrong
and thou shalt just cry and cry and cry

Oh,pity is over-rated
and conscience never lived long enough
oh,how the good die young

and as you stare me down
could you ever mean you would'nt have done the same?
pity.

2009-04-09T19:09:00.007+08:00

Okay here's an update on American Idol..Scott MacIntyre
is O.U.T!!!

:'(

I originally did'nt like him but soon I started to.OMG.He's just one of those contestants who deserves to be on American Idol.He seems to really love singing,trully.He's a sweet guy :) I'm sorry he had to go :(
Here's to Scott..

Andandand..Megan Joy had to go last week..I really liked her too,she's unique :)
Here's a tribute to her

And also Alexis Grace.i really liked her :(

And here's my favourite man's video..

Adam Lambert :I find Adam really unique.He's got a way of not only makin every single song he touches turn to gold,but he also make's it signature Adam;which I think is just amazing :) GO ADAM :D

Allison Iraheta:I really loike her voice;it's got this who 'rocker' edge to it,which is really kinda kewl :) she seems like a swell girl :)

[check out the other contestants previous videos :]

Thas all folks :)

-iidaaahh[sorry for the lack of colour..I lazy laaa]

2009-04-08T17:19:00.003+08:00

KONICHIWA!!! X)
Hi,hey,hello,yo,wassup,varnekkem!!! :D
hey,hey,hey..It's ME ..again..like..DUHH!
ANYWAY..I'm here to actually post my..

Movie Review :Confessions Of A Shopaholic

Contradictory to most..and I must say,mine included,the movie was GURR-REAT!!!I give it 5 stars!!!It's NOT..repeat,..N.O.T a typical bimbotic-chic-flick-type movie.Like I said,it's naise :D

Plus,Hugh Dancy

[cheyahh..I know..I was also WTF-ing with the 'dancy' bit.ahah!] who plays the character Luke Brandon is gorgeous!He's is British with dark eyes and hair and he's tall and tan and he speaks fluent french!ahha.okay,digressing.Bottom Line :Confessions Of A Shopaholic is a nice movie,go watch it! :D

[be sure to watch out for Mr.Dancy!!!]

Movies to catch

-17 Again

(If you watch this movie simply 'cause Zac Effron acts in this one,I think you're pathetic to waste money oogling on HIM..puh-lease he's really not that attractive and waaay over-rated..thats what I think anyway.)

-X-men Origins:Wolverine

I havent watched any of these..Duh!But it seems good :)

Last but not least,again,I'm sorry for not having completed my Devotion yet.

SORRY!But I think I'll be completing it this Friday since it's good Friday :)

GOSH..WOULD YA LOOK AT THE TIME..

sorry peeps..I'll be off now..gunna be watching Adam soon.yay!

Buh-bye :)

-iidaaahh'^"Your Speak Prada?"

2009-04-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

You're the first cheena person [not to be racist here or anything..] that I've heard say the word 'sumpa'(malay for 'swear')

Be my circus and I'll be your audience

On my menu of life,You're always Today's Special..and tomorrow's and the day after that and so on

enough of the chiminology..

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS YA'LL!!!

PS:LIYANA AMANI YOUR APRIL FOOLS JOKES SUPE TAK PERLU EH..heheh

-iidaaahh :}

2009-03-31T20:21:00.004+08:00

You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick

my game is really slick

I’m unstoppable

Save your pity for ~~tomorrow~~ ..er like...N.E.V.E.R?!!!

I smash it like a ball in the club

I'll be rockin' like a rockstar

You like my attitude, ain't nobody else at my magnitude

I'm on the A list cause I'm A.W.E.S.O.M.E

PS:LIYANA AMANI!ADAM LAMBERT SO FRIGGIN' ROCK KAY!!! Adam Lambert all the way babeh..ALL THE WAAAYY...!Uhh..hehe :P A..damn's he's too hott i forgot his last name :D

-iidaaahh signs off sayin,"haven't ya heard?I'm super girl :)) "

2009-03-31T20:16:00.004+08:00

Unstoppable - Kat Deluna Featuring Lil' Wayne
(OBVIOUSLY on muh 'Newly downloaded' A.K.A 'Download-worthy')

[I like the video I think it's kinda kewl :]

Since I'm just,*suck a naice gal* [Sarcasm implied here]
I'ma give ye the LYRICS! :D

---Intro
You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of a crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

---Kat DeLuna :
Save your pity for tomorrow
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

---Lil Wayne :
Weezy F baby, Hello world I got a black president and a yellow girl
In my red shoes and my swags so sick I need med school
I never make a bad move but I can make her bed move
You like my attitude, ain't nobody else at my magnitude
See ain't nothing stopping me, I feel like ain't nothing after me
Huh, Whatcha talking about Kat? I ran in a bank and I walked out fat
Yeah and I walk it like I talk it but I run this shit, yeah run it like a faucet
I'm on the A list cause I'm awesome
Young Money

---Chorus :
You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Save your pity for tomorrow
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

---Kat DeLuna :
Now shake your body,
Like you got the jungle fever rushing through your veins
We gettin' crazy and the club is banging through your brain
When I say jump, you jump, jump is knockin knockin
I wanna see you jump like this beat is rockin'
You can't ride my bracelet, kinda fancy but it's how i play
You wanna come along and see and holler at me
Maybe I lost it, maybe not cause I got game
Like a burning flame, yeah that's me, uh huh

---Chorus :
You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Save your pity for tomorrow
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader
Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader
Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, follow the leader

---Chorus :
You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of the crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

Save your pity for tomorrow
When I smash it like a ball in the club
On the news, I'll be rockin' like a rockstar
I'm unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable

2009-03-30T19:54:00.001+08:00

May the Sun doth not any light but curse us with the black without thee

2009-03-30T19:27:00.003+08:00

SN Pictures

sorry for the few and poor-quality pictures..

Adam Lambert - Tracks Of My Tears

Sung much more beautifully then I can find the words to type.He's simply breath-taking and heart-warming.Though I don't really like his image in this video though :( I want the old Punk/rock/emo/screamo/metal/goth dude back!hehehe.I wanted to post the original video of his performance but youtube didnt have any and my computer's being a bitch now.so yah.sorry

WILL BE POSTING DEVOTION SOON!!!

2009-03-26T16:44:00.003+08:00

Here's some RANDOM pics Liyana and i took :D

Here's a list of what I do on this blog o' mine

-Original and coppied poems
-Original and coppied anecdotes(Acropolis)
-Original and coppied quotes
-Songs
-Lyrics to songs
-Music videos
-'Newly-Downloaded' or 'Download-worty'
-Upcomming events
-Movie reviews
-Update on muh life
-Comments
-Rantings
-Random stuff
-Pictures
-Videos
-Devotion

The reason I actually bothered to put this list up was so that I could inform you readers what I do and see if there's any interesting blogin/vloggin material you'd like me to add to this list.Just lemme know thru tagg aite :)

I missed 90210 this week due to SN :(

I wanna watch American Idol!!!

OUTSTANDING HOMEWORK..

~~-English Language Holiday Assignment Essay;Cats or Trees~~

-English Holiday Assignment - Summary

-Pure Literature:1.) Holiday Assignment;due TOMORROW..H.E.L.P! 2.)essay due next Friday 3.4.09

-E.Mathematics - 2 pieces of homework due 30.3.09

-Principles Of Accounts - 10 QUESTIONS,done 1,attempted 2. 4 are due 31.3.09 and 6 are due at a later date

-Science(Chemistry) Speed Of Reaction Worksheet

-Mother Tongue H.A(I have no idea where the book is BTW)

-Social Studies SBQ Questions

-Elective Geography Holiday Assignment

Not to mention remedials/enhancements,Class Tests,mock tests and Mid-year..and O-LEVELS..ohh kill me :(

ps:Anybody know of any song and video hosting site?

Lemme know via tagg yeh? :)

2009-03-26T15:40:00.004+08:00

SYNERGY NITE

As the words above suggest,I'll be talking about Synergy Nite;Tuesday 24March09

For the benefit of my cherished readers who have no clue as to what Synergy Nite is,

Synergy Nite is an event organised by my school,promoting the Arts at none other than the Esplanade :)

School ended at 2.15p.m as Humanities rememdial was cancelled due to SN :D (duh) so I went straight home to get myself ready for SN.After having muh lunch Liyana Amani asked me to call her,and so I did.The idea was for ME,Liyana Amani,Azura J,Firdaus Then and Navin;background info:they're Liyana's online firends which i've never met. to meet at 5.00p.m so we can have dinner together but Liyana and the others felt that it was too early,so we changed the timing to 5.30p.m instead.That was when i realised that it would be too late to have dinner together as we have to present ourselves at the Esplanade by 7.00p.m and since i don't think any of them even wanted to have dinner together,I thought i would meet up with Liyana at 6.15p.m,before we met up with the rest at 6.30p.m.After settle-ing the timing and chatting with Liyana on her loong bus ride home(the bus sort of broke down BTW..),I went to bathe and get myself ready.Before I left home,I called Liyana to check if she's left her house yet.I called her home and her sister told me that she'd already left,so I was on my way too.On the way to the MRT station,we chatted for a while;we were both so nervous laa..

we were both thinking,"What the hell were we thinking going to a SCHOOL EVENT...,"

I made a pit-stop to the toilet in the MRT to put on my double-tone grey-black Mango cardigan after which i boarded the train.It took me until i reached Bedok for me to realise that I FRIGGIN' TOOK THE WRONG TRAIN.So I dropped of at Bedok and took the 'to Joo Koon' line.Soon I arrived at City Hall..I was soo friggin' nervous I tell you!I texted Liyana when i reached Marina Square;which was where we decided to meet.She asked me to call her and so I did.she told me to meet her at Starbucks.After a few confusing moments,we finally found each other.Fifi called and said that he'd reached..marina..BAY..

me and Liyana were ,"WTF..,'-ing laa..hah..farnie siaaa..cuteness :x

Fifi was with Navin and so we waited for them a little longer.When they confirmed that they have reached,AJ was with them,so me and Liyana met the three of them.It was just a little akward at first but it got better.

ps:sorry if i seem sombong (selfish) texting at first.It was an important text,i had to reply it.

After we met,we went to the Esplanade where we saw many more familiar faces...after a while,we went in and got ourselves seated.I sat beside AJ and Liyana :D Quite a few comments were being passed during the performance.And WOAH..the audience was REALYY badly behaved,I'm sure the Hildans are bound to get an earful when the sec1-3's return next Monday from their E-learning and what-ever-not days.There was a twenty minute interval in the middle of the performance where we all decided to eat at Seoul Garden after the event but that plan couldn'nt be carried out 'cause the performance finished at 10.00++p.m ..we decided to eat at Marina's Mac instead(I got a Double chocalate,so did Navin)..where we saw many more familiar faces..AGAIN..after some cam-whoring,we rushed to the MRT station where Liyana took the wrong train(typical..eheh :) so we waited for her to make her way back to City Hall wehre they waited with me for my train to arrive before they train together to Dhoby Ghaut.(I reached home slightly before 12a.m.. hehe :)

All in all..SN was naiseee :D we should totally do this again..but minus all those familiar Hildan faces kay? :)

Nice to finally meet you Fi.. :)

And you too AJ!ehhe

Not forgetting muh Indian uncle/cousin Navin :D

hope to meet you brill peeps again? :))

And that was preety much how SN went about.

Thas all folks :)

-iidaaahh <333

ps:sorry for the long,wordy post,SN pics will be posted soon :)

2009-03-20T18:07:00.003+08:00

OH-MY-EFFING GOSH![oh-em-eff-gee]
I'm sure you people have heard of Adam Lambert;He's one of the contestants on American Idol
I was actually starting to like him when I saw all those mind-boggling images.
Try questioning Adam's sexual orientation online and you'll know what I mean.I was fine with the whole eye-liner and nailpolish thing,I thought that it didnt seem gay;I thought it went with his whole image which i quite like

But like he's GAY..or maybe Bi..
I've got a few questions for him

were you born a guy?
or were you born a girl and had a sex-op?
if you went through a sex-op,how many times and from which sex to the other?
if you were a girl and had a sex-op to become a gay,do you like girls or guys or both?
are you straight?
are you bi?
or were you born a guy?
and if you were born a guy,are you gay?
or maybe bi?
in between?
and if so,which genital parts do you have,girls' ones,guys' ones or both?
uncertain?
experimenting?
are you married?
and if so,to a guy or girl
do you have a baby?

im just real confused here..and yah..sorry for the questions,not trynna be sarcastic,mean or kay poh here..i just am very confused

2009-03-20T14:15:00.009+08:00

Imagine muh shock when I saw muh cousin's pictures in the computer.Hehe
..anyway,point of this whole post is to tell you..

I FRIGGIN WANT SAMSUNG D780!!

a picture's worth a thousand words so..

(I want it in either pink or RED)

and also to give you people my..

Review of Dragon Ball :Evolution

It was okay.I think it wasn't as bad as other reviews made it out to be,but to be fair,it wasn't that fantastic too.It wasn't boring enough to make me give it a bad review..especially when there's Goku(main character) played by Justin Chatwin ..he's kinda cute :D

October 31, 1982 (1982-10-31) (age 26)

2009-03-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

Sup ya'll :)
I actually want to put up 3 pieces of music I wish to share with you readers
but since i cant find it on imeem and i don't know of any song-hosting site..
I'm not able to :( sorry..

So I went to watch 'Race To Witch Mountain' with muh aunts last Saturday,14th March

REVIEW OF "RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN"

The movie wasn't as bad as i'd expected it.It was actually quite good.

(that's all.) :P

I will be watching Dragon Ball Evolution tomorrow.

I will post my review on the movie soon.

I know I promised Devotion,it's gunna be up soon.Be patient yeah?eehhe

2009-03-13T19:40:00.002+08:00

Beyonce - Diva
Beyonce - Halo
Duffy - Rain on your parade
Fall Out Boy[Pete Went is fucking GORGEOUS!!!] - America's Suitehearts
Enriqe Iglasias Featuring Ciara - Taking back my love
Hilarry Duff - Reach Out
Jenifer Hudson - If This Isn't love
Jonas Brothers - Tonight
Kardinal Offishal Featuring Keri Hilson - Numba 1
Kat Deluna - In the End
Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You
Keri Hilson featuring Timbaland - Return The Favour
Miley Cyrus - Fly On The Wall
Ne-yo - Mad
Pink - Please Don't Leave Me
Secondhand Serenade - Your call
T.I Featuring Justin Timberlake - Dead and Gone
The Game Featuring Ne-yo - Camera Phone
The Ting Tings - Be The One
Yung La featuring young dro and T.I - Ain't I

I might have missed a few out and these songs may not be as current or the kind as you'd like,but it's my opinion.These songs are all recommended.If you readers have any other songs to introduce to me,let me know via tagg aite?

-iidaaahh,Chiao :))

2009-03-13T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hey ya'll..
about yesterday's video..erm..
it was just random.eheh.There ain't no better explaination. :))
Anyway,the next video's gunna be 'devotion' so watch out for it yeah?

I just found out from Siti Aishah yesterday that BOTH Pasir Ris' theme parks; Escape and wild2wet's CLOSED..like OH EM GEE!!!da-yummm!!!
They're closed for some dumb Family Day thingy.
I find it down-right ludicrous laa..i mean it's FAMILY DAY and they're friggin' C.L.O.S.E.D!!!
where are families goin to celebrate their day?
Honestly,they're thick,heartless people.Hmphh!
We were all lookin forward to it laaaa!!!
I'm hoping that we'll be able to go out next Sunday instead..
but i really don't think it's gunna happen. :(
oh well..June Hols. then?

Today was Friday the 13th A.K.A Founder's Day.It was preety much uneventful.

Will be watching a movie with muh aunts tomorrow,can't wait!

anyway..just wanna let ye people know..
i'ma add a new feature to muh blog..
it's called 'Newly-downloaded'.
As the title suggests..it's gunna be about the recent songs i feel dowload-worthy.
watch out for it

-iidaaahh..TAA~

:D

ps:sorry for the lack of colour.ehhe

2009-03-12T17:20:00.002+08:00

2009-03-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

OMG..Hi ya'll!!!! xD
It's seriously about time that I UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE!!!
As usual..I've got a lot to say..hehe :)
so here goes..

As some of you may know,I am a SKA fan
For the benefit to those who don't know what in the World SKA is..
it's a type of music genre;an example would be the song on muh blog titled 'Wake Up'
[it's by a local band that retired already,btw.]
so anyway..i found another nice piece..
here it is..enjoy

erm..the first song's called 'Radio',the version I have sounds better.
They're a bunch o' peeps from Tokyo..kewl aye.. :))
(thus the barely understandable laguage.)

Anyway..Tomorrow's Thursday A.K.A :Meet-The-Parents Session.Wow.I'm soo am not lookin forward to gettin back muh results.

Friday(the 2nd Friday the 13th so far) is gunna be St.Hildas' 75th Founders Day.I've gotta attend 'cause apparently I'm gettin an award for Good Acadamic Progress.Kewl.

On Saturday,I'll be goin out with my family.To catch a movie o' something

Aishah and Shasha Natasha and I plan on goin to Wild2wet this Sunday..
It's gunna be soo fun laa..can't wait siaaa...

I won't be having anything on Monday

I'll be having MT extra classes during the March Holidays from Tuesday to Friday
(9am-12noon) ..3hours x 4 = 12 HOURS.. = HALF A DAY!!!
(but it's for our own good,O level MT is in June!!!Jia You!!! :))

And on Tuesday i'll be going out with my aunt..to watch a movie..AGAIN..eheh

I've got my new time-table schedule.no comment

Anyway..the whole point of this post was to tell you about my 3days of school this week.

Monday : Founders Day rehearsal.

Tuesday : Nothing.

Wednesday(today) [summarised]: Homeroom:played poker with Lim Yong Jie and some other peeps.Homeroom:did two surveys by the school.Was late for POA test.Having a BAD feeling about the test.Recess-ed with Aishah and Liyana Amani.After Recass:poker..again.Bio:Sex ed.English:game + pep talk MT.went with Aishah and Liayana Amani to 27 where me and Liyana Amani bus-ed to Changi Airport,t2.had a stooopid quarrel..

Liyana:That's why im unhappy..Me:what?(i did'nt hear what she said properly)

Liyana:That's why im HAPPY!!!(expresses with frustration)

Me:You're HAPPY?

(FITS OF LAUGHTER AND WE STOPPED FIGHTING.EHEH)

Bought goods at supermarket and 24-ed back with her.

On the phone..
we played the 'you're such a..' game(our own creation)

ME:You're sucha LIM CHIN HUAT!

Liyana:(something i forgot)

ME:You're such a ****

...then we started out own discussion..wanna know what we 'discussed'???

USE YOUR OWN IMAGINATION! HEHE

anyway..that's all folks :)

see ya soon..chiows :D

ps:will be vloggin soon.stay tuned

2009-03-04T19:03:00.006+08:00

OMG.. HI! :D
if you're reading this post..
you'll be able to witness my FIRST ever video post!yay.
reason being,i was just friggin lazy to type a lot laa.eheh
and i was tempted to capture a video instead..
so ENJOY..i've got J.U.I.C.Y evidence...eheh

and of course..

'm sorry if i've offended anybody in any way during this video..

and lastly..BYEEEE :)

ps:sorry for the poor picture and sound quality and for it to be terbalek(wrong side up)

-iidaaahh

2009-02-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

the computer is switched on.im online

i stare at my computer screen blankly

i go to Blogger to distract myself from my almost inevitable boredom.

its not working

thinking of something chim to say here..

its not happening.

oh well

let me think of something to capture your attention then

im suicidal

<...did that capture your attention?
bet it did.but of course.only if a life's at stake right?typical.>

..nah i was just kidding.

well i guess i did come up with something chim

and thought-provoking.

wow.think about it.

suicide -.- ,mass killing 0.0

2009-02-23T10:30:00.002+08:00

! BREAKING NEWS !

MY COMPUTER'S NO LONGER SPOILT.YAY!HAHA

anyway,im bored..as usual.

man it feels good to be back online again.

had so much fun just talkig to people online laa..

wah..i seriously cant belive how much i miss talking to them laa..

anyway i wanna watch 'Confessions Of Shopaholic' and 'He's Just Not That Into you'

and also the movie that Selena Gomez stars in(i forgot the title)

and..i know it might be very contradictory..

as all of you readers may know,i DONT support Twilight..

i wanna read stephenie myer's work..hear her writting's good

and as most of you may know,im an aspiring writer so i definately value her enlish and literature.

so yah.i think ima go off now.taa~

I'm singing a song to myself
Pictures in your mind,

Out of focus and unkind

Picture me

I picture you

Outside the sun is shining

At the back of your mind there's a memory
By the time you hear this I'll be gone

2009-02-20T13:21:00.002+08:00

Hey ..AGAIN
I don't really remember the last time i blogged,
was it like Wednesday,18.2.09?
'Cause the school computers suck and there are content filters and its slow and laggy
and it sucks so bad that i cant see my last post.
But anyway..I shall be so kind and fill you people in on my life :)) ..
(or rather what happened Wednesday onwards..after my post)

After school,Me,Natasha and Liyana Amani went to look for Ms Grace Toh for some MRL thing
after that was done,we went to the interchange by the front-gate bus stop
on the bus,Liyana and i were being like total retards luh..like SERIOUSLY
When we reached the second bus stop,guess who we saw?
the not-so-famous Jackie..oops i mean Joshua Chan
He entered by the back door of the bus..
which meant that he didnt tap his card.HAHAHAHA!
He looks innocent,but looks can be deceiving laa..ohh well..
We four walked together to the MRT station.
Me and Liyana were laughing soo unnecessarily sia!!!
hahaha..we were orgasm-ing(inside joke)
Josh had to go meet somebody so he said his good-byes and chiow-ded
Natasha trained with us but stopped at simei..
my persuasion for her to come along was unsuccessful :(ohh well..
Liyana Amani and i went to Changi airport..
to supposedly 'study' ..but you know us..
when there's Saiyidah + Liyana amani = NO study!
oh well..we tried!!!(or at least i'd like to think that we did la..haha)
we,or rather i,decided to eat at Breeks..
but since it was soooper de dooperdey ulu..(empty)
we changed target..to SWENSENS :D
i was so proud to say that i taught Liyana some ettiqutte :)
we continued being retarded laa.aiyoyoh,mak yoyo..
i seriously wonder what the people there thought of us la.haha
but then again..what do i care right?heeheh
but anyway,there was this cute guy..like OMG.ahaha
but anyway,after our lunch we went to the watch-aeroplane-fly place.
we were having our 'heart-to-heart'..hehehe :D
and Liyana was being sooper mushy and straight forward la..
what can i say..i've taught her well :)
then we went home.
-END-

THURSDAY
well..me and Natasha had duty for a while
then we went to have dinner at KFC
her mum called her and thought of meeting up to get her dad's birthday stuff
and i was 0.0 ing laa..
i didnt know,Natasha didnt tell me.
natasha told her mum that she couldnt becuase she was with me.
i felt so bad :(
but anyway,i sent my appologies and best wished to her 'Daddy dearest'.
we trained together until Simei.
at Kembangan MRT,i saw Ahmad(my sister's boyfriend)
said hi then i went home lorh.i was so friggin tired la
the only good thing about Thurday's is that the next is friday.
when i went home,Liyana and i did the psyco-thing..like we always do
and guess what, f**** is ... .yah.
(its okay if you dont get it.you're not meant to.)

anyway,today is TGIF
[Thank God It's Friday]
had.lessons were just bassically like 2.5 hours every friday
so im not complaining.
had lunch with Siti Aishah after finding cikgu hana for liyana.
now im waiting for muh MT remedial starting at 2..
i should go now..taa~

2009-02-18T10:59:00.002+08:00

word of yesterday:STAR-ttoo

hey ya'll..

sorry for not blogging much lately..

like i said,muh computer's like..got AIDS or someting.

but anyway its gunna get fixed this saturday(supposedly..)

School's been real hectic lately..

like OMFG,my head feels like its gunna pop open one day

and kick my brain out of it or something.

And i TOTALLY dont blame it lorh.

[okay,even i dont know what im talking about now -.- ]

but like anyway,the whole purpose of this post was to blog about what happened yesterday

liyana and i were on the phone yesterday..

ME: liyana..

liyana: what?

ME...

ME: I love you..

[retarded outburst of laughter]..

we were both like WTF!

there was also another bit of comversation..

blahbllahblah..

ME: ...just like us

...[silence]

[ANOTHER retarded outburst of laughter]..

we were both like "eeeeewwwwwwww!!!"

(you probably dont understand this..its okay..there's nothing wrong with you.if you DO understand this however..GO GET YOUR HEAD CHECKED..LIKE..N.O.W!!!haha)

hahaha!but this wasnt as terok as the other time at the library laa!we all like very de kecoh siol!i still remember that old woman's saggy cleavage and her twisted smile lorh!and the other tim e when fatin pushed you towards me when you were facing me..and ...{okay..i shall TRY and keep it PG rated over here}

okay..its starting to sound overly mushy here..so yah.gunna stop here for now.see ya later alligator :)

2009-02-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

Life sucks
suck it!

2009-01-22T10:32:00.002+08:00

gosh!!!its been like..almost a month since i've blogged anything!!!
so sorry muh readers ..
my computer sotd laaa...ahhaha
i miss being online man!!!
ohwell..im actually just bored now la.
im in school and bloggin..go figure!!!haha
but like..thought i'd let you guys no why im AWOL-ing la..so yah.
and those 'silent readers' of my blog..
you have a mouth and hands..so USE it
like..TAGG ME people..my tagg board is so pathetic!
well,i guess thats all i have to say..
chiow~~~

-iidaaahh

2008-12-23T10:31:00.004+08:00

Weekend summary

Saturday,20th Dec.

-met up with my sister at kembangan MRT after tuition[she was late;as usual]

-watched Twilight[the plot wasnt interesting,but the actors were good.] at Dhoby Ghout

-bought shades at Aldo[Dhoby Ghout]

-went to Orchard,Wisma..walk2,jalan2 then we chiow-ded

Sunday,21st dec.

-Met up with Shasha Natasha at Kembangan Mrt[she was late,but i was later..heehee :)

-Went to City Hall

-Went to Suntec to get our tickets for Angus Thongs and Full frontal Snogging

-saw Mango and i bought the wallet i've been eye-ing

-we then chilled at Starbucks

-window shopped at Marina Square

-Made our way back to catch the movie[apparently the cinema was nearly empty,but the movie was good]

-almost got killed[TWICE!]making our way to the Esplanade

-was blown away by Esplanade for quite a bit.

-had dinner at Long John at Dhoby Ghout

-made our way home

-iidaaahh``i feel like i barely even know you anymore

2008-12-23T10:20:00.002+08:00

2008-12-14T13:58:00.006+08:00

Hey ya'll!!!I'm back..[again.]

Anyway,I decided that I should blog about yesterday.

So well..after I had tuition yesterday,

my aunts and I went to Orchard.

We went to Seoul Garden at Takashimaya to have our lunch.

After lunch,we some how found ourselves in Best Denki

where we spent some time looking at laptops.

We then went to visit GAP at Wisma Atria..

(We spent a bind-bogglingly long time there..I was soo friggin bored..ZzzZ..

and the prices are EXTRODINARILLY FRIGGIN EXX LAH!

Even though there are discounts,it was still friggin exx..and the queue was irritatingly LOONG)

F.I.N.A.L.LY ..we got out of GAP and went to MNG[Mango] in Isetan instead.

I spotted a double tone grey/black long-sleeved cardigan..I loveloveloved it!!!

so mah aunt bought it for me.

We then exited Wisma Atria and made a mini pit-stop for a drink

before walking to Centre point where we visited Timberland and GAP

as one of my aunts was in a delima between a jacket she spotted at Timberland and another at Gap.

She also wanted to see if the GAP outlet in Centre Point had the colour and size of the jacket she wanted.

In the end,she settled for the GAP jacket;

they had the colour and size she was lookin for.

My other aunt bought it for her as a 'delayed b'day pressie'.

After that,me and my aunt went to the visit MNG;Mango[AGAIN.]

while my other aunt went to visit Mark's and Spencer.

At MNG;Mango,we spotted a nice black top;complete with sparkles!

so she got me that..

After the long,tiring..but fulfilling day..we made our way home.

ps:I totally spotted a nice wallet and bag at MNG..soo gonaa get it.I'm a new fan of MNG!!!And also,I'm gonaa get the dress i spotted at another shop at Wisma.Will post pictured of mah new merchandise soon.

2008-11-30T15:48:00.004+08:00

went to Hard Rock yesterday..

met this Bartender boy..

something 'bout him just caught mah eye..

it was more than just mere infatuation..

instant horneyness.

bet he spiked mah Apple Martini..

'cause everything else was just a blur

picture this Lover boy,

you and me with the whole place to ourselves..

we gunna paaartay all night long baybeh..

till the sunrises again.

so lick ye lips,slide back ye hair and lean forward

and keep on rockin'.

you're a harworkin' man

so work me hard like ya know i want it.

and then maybe we could ***toot*** and ***toot**
and *****T.O.O.T***** (cencored)

so i reckon i'd sing a little lullabye..Idah style

maybe a funkey hair style and colour'd be nice

get me pierced and all tattoo-ed up

drink some booze..maybe do some drugs..

revamp mah threads

quit school and mah job

get a righteous ride,

hit the beats,rob a bank and

break all the rules

be a rebble on "The Most Wanted" list and skip town o' somthin'.

changin identities would be rad.

fakin mah own death would be kinda kewl too

had L.A in mind,maybe i'll visit Las Vegas too..

-alavistalabaybeh mah mate :D _l_[i got a thing for bartender boys]

2008-11-26T17:51:00.002+08:00

darkness will soon come..sparring nobody,stopping at no limmits..lead and let light penetrate.

-Acropolis(1)The Ring Of Hemecbes

2008-11-21T16:28:00.001+08:00

2008-11-21T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hey people,
yesterday I went to Bedok Library..
to pay off my OUTRAGOUS friggin' F.I.N.E.
After a hard time locating the friggin library,
I painfully realised that I can't pay the fine with normal money..
I had to use myEZ-link card to do so.
Since my EZ-link card had insufficient value to pay off my fine,
I had to go back to the MRT to top up my card..
and THEN return to the friggin' library
to pay off my fine..
like WTF siol..walao sia..
after returning to the library and FINALLY settling the F.I.N.E ,
I made my way to Bedok MRT station
where I was supposed to take the "to PASIR RIS " MRT..
as i was supposed to meet my sister at Tampines..
but ME,bein a dumb-dumb..took the "to BOON LAY" MRT instead..
*majour blonde moment*
so intead,I was shocked to somehow find myself at Eunos after the first stop.
so I alighted and took the "to PASIR RIS" from Eunos..
as I was nearing Kembangan,I got a text from my sister..
turns out she took the same train as me :)

so the plan was to have lunch at Tampines..
as I had intentions of visiting The Wallet Shop there
in search of
1.)A Wallet..(DUHH.. -.-)
2.)A Pencilbox
3.)A Bag

but as it turns out..they ALL looked..
C.O.M.M.O.N and none of them sruck my fancy.
we then had our lunch at Swensens..
DAMN!we totally shudda taken a look at everything before settling on Swensens..
but what's done is done anyway.
thought of catching a movie..
but seeing as none of them were good,
we decided to check out the movie selection at Bugis instead.
(damn!i TOTALLY shudda bought that eyeliner i spotted at Tampines Watsons)

But when we reached Bugis,
we TOTALLY forgot about the movie..ahaha!
my sister wanted to visit Charles & Keith
so we did.She had her eye on a pair of shoes..
which she ended up not buying..
but something a shoe caught my attention..
after trying it on and considering it..
i bought it with my sister's Membership card ofcourse.ahahah

after a really long while of lookin around..
we went to the streets..
Bugis Street ofcourse!
which was where i got mah hoodie!yay! :)
after getting "peanut pancake" for mah grandmomma and yourstrully..
we made our way home..

upon reaching Kmebangan MRT,
my sister saw and wanted to browse This Fashion @ Kembangan MRT..
she got herself a shirt,a hoodie and a skirt there..
and i got myself a skirt too! :)
we then met up with Ahmad,her boyfriend..
chatted a while and returned home.
pictures will be posted..stay tuned :)

2008-11-18T12:33:00.001+08:00

She looked deep into his eyes..searching his.He returned the gesture.Her eyes an amazing emerald green..so hypnotic..so beautiful.He closed his eyes,parted his lips and leaned forward..their noses touching,their hearts beating as one..lips eagerly anticipating.Slowly She part her lips allowing his to enter.As the moonlight danced across her face,so did his hands..carrasing her delicately..the feel of his luscious lips sucking on hers was the ultimatum..He leaned further,his warm body against hers..,it just felt so right.Leaning on his bare chest,She could feel his heart beating..his voice resonating..the vibe He sent..He kissed her neck and said,"One sentance,three syllables,eight alphabets..say it and I'm yours.."He whispered into her ear.

"i love you.."she said

slowly she could feel him sinking into her body..as their bodies joined,she could feel him in her..for He was as much a part of her as She was in him.a connection like no other,for they were one..mind,body and soul.

2008-11-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

-short post-

i know i promised a picture on my Green Crumpler right?

so here it is :)

i finally got a new phone..wohooo!!!

its sony ericsson k800i..

cybershot..its definately not the

best,newest or stylish phone..

but i still lovelovelove it :D

2008-11-12T18:52:00.002+08:00

i know Haloween's over but here's some delayed treat.enjoy.muahahaha!

damn.this wouldha been the right time to use em' fake vampire teeth..

I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

2008-11-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

Pete Wentz is so darn hawt!!!haha..he's got the same b'day as me yay! :)

2008-11-11T16:12:00.000+08:00

U.P.D.A.T.E.D :D

2008-11-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

Today I did my usual posts and blog-hoppin and i noticed something..its been a REALLY long time since i've given my devotion..the last devotion was about DEATH..but this one's gonaa be about P.R.O.B.L.E.M.S..

in LIFE..there's BOUND to be f*cked up C.H.A.L.L.E.N.G.E.S/P.R.O.B.L.E.M.S. why? well..most of us believe in the existance of a God.well,i believe that God gives us these challenges.problems 'cause,in a way,it allows us to think,understand,feel,say and do stuff better.MUCH better.the only thing i can say if they were SOO not lying when they said "experience is key".these challenges/problems we face make us more mature as we learn from mistakes.sometimes,messing up's the only way we learn from these damned things.like they say.."you only fall to pick yourself up".to me,that's the whole point of life really :)

sometimes,when we fly too high and fall too hard..it hurts too bad that we just dont want to see and listen to what's right and what's right infront of us.'cause all we want is to do is to close our eyes,ears and mouth and dont do anything BUT to T.H.I.N.K. and T.H.I.N.K. and T.H.I.N.K and H.U.R.T. and H.U.R.T. and H.U.R.T. i know in my "profile" section i wrote that i think,understand,feel,say and do too much.i say it 'cause its true,not 'cause its good to be terlalu OVER(to overly) Life's about balance.But as humans,we have flaws and therefore its hard to strike a balance.but we have to try to.'cause if we dont,we'll simply LOSE IT.like seriously.we'll feel all sucky.we'll loose grip.things will go all bad and we'll loose ourselves.and when that happens..practically everything is lost.so main point is..dont be afraid of it.dont be afraid of ANYTHING 'cept God that is..EMBRACE it :)

and also..last but not least..it makes us human.'cause these kind of things makes us mess up..makes us know we have a brain and a heart.makes us remember that we have to pick ourselves up when we fall..makes us remember we're still human.and thats really all we need.

(damn!i can be the next opra winfrey :)

2008-11-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

" The greatest lesson you'll ever learn in life - This would change the way you look at life - When at times, few things confuse you and the road heading to your destination is dark and you dont know how to get there, Just turn on your headlights and keep going. Maybe you can see whats a hundread meters ahead of you, but as the wheels evolve you will see another hundread meters etc... And before you know it, you are at where you want to be.. The most important thing is to know your destination. "

-quote..words of a wise somebody.

2008-11-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

2008-11-11T13:06:00.005+08:00

Tuesday's mah new favourite day :) [wow..that was random..]

hey people
well..lets see..my last proper post was on the 3rd..
its been about a week since today's post..
hmm...so lemme try and recall the stuff that has happened in between..
well..(as usual) i cant remember much
but i DO remember that shasha natahsa asked me out on
Sunday 9th November..
so i accepted..
we decided to meet at around 2(supposedly) at Kembangan MRT
the plan was to jalan2(walk-walk) pat Orchard
and to have lunch outside..so yar

surprisingly i only took like 15 minutes or so
to get ready..wow..
normally i'd take like A WHOLE LOT LONGER.hah
i was sure she was gonaa be late
and you guys know how impatient i am
and that i hate waiting..SO...
i told her to text me when she's reached Bedok..
so that i would know when to make my way to kembangan MRT..
such that i dont have to wait for her..ehehe
that was preety mean of me..sorry2 :)
anyway..it was just about 15 minutes or so anyway..
but she was preety miffed ahah.. :X

i wore my purple t-shirt with mah new VEST.haha
and she wore a brown jacket against a green t-shirt
with and sexy pink(kau..punye la sexy) skirt.ahaha

she told me that she wanted to visit Boarders at Wheelock
and i told her that i wanted to see the Crumpler bags..
so we decided to go to Wheelock after lunch..
which we had at Swensens..the usual
we both had different types of spaghetti

We then made our way to Wisma Atria..
which was a real regret..
'cause it was a waste of time and energy
'cause there was nothing interesting there..
BTW..we saw the Subaru Challange thingy on the way there.ahah

we then got out the wrong exit..thanks to ME..aha
and had to walk a very long way.haish.
we then made our way to Wheelock..
where we went to Borders first
where shasha natasha went to get TWILIGHT..

(i swear..i dont know what the commotion's about..
it cant be that great a book.ahah..
but i admit,i havent read it yet.ahah
~~jealousy~~)

after waiting in the long queue..and paying..
we went to Crumpler..
saw a nice green bag..
at first i was in delima between
Hot pink,green,brown and grey-brown
i decided that Hot pink doesnt suit me..sadly..
and that grey-brown was dull and a little tom-boyish..
so it was between green and brown..
in the end,i got the green one

(will post a pic up soon)

..'cause i like strong colours :)

we went down to Borders..AGAIN..('cause we needed to pee..)

where we saw some really nice notebooks..

we then went to THE BODY SHOP..
to use up my $10 discount before
November 17th which was when the thing expires.
bought something from THE BODY SHOP :)

we than walked around..
saw a shop with nice flip-flops..
the guy was like friggin looking at us luh..
like buzz off can?
i mean..ever heard of customer privacy?
and you actually expect us to be fine lookin at stuff
with you lookin at us like that?sheeesh!!!

we than went back down to see the notebooks Borders had..
but we were kinda smitten by what we saw in the "flip-flop shop"
and trust me..it wasnt that guy.
so we went back AGAIN after much thought..
one word..EMBARASSING :x
('cause we didnt buy anything even after going in TWICE.haha!)
the mercahndise were nice..
but the price?NOT SO..it was friggin EXX luh..
what the..i mean..we're still kids know!!!
inflation siols!!!
but what-ev..we still had fun right sha? :D
and i cant wait for our other trip :)

that'll be all for the post folks..
see ya !!! ;D

ps:i've convinced my mommie to give me my eldest sister's electric guitar if she no longer wants it AND to get me an acoustic one for my 16th B'day(i even agreed to sharing cost).Gonaa try and convice my sis to get me the nice other brown Crumpler i spotted last night.and hopefully my Birthday $$$ along with my saving are gonaa be enough to get me a digi-cam.last,but not least,i swear i need a non-laggy lappy like pronto.the gurl's got needs!!! :D

-iidaaahh^quote-"dun bother telling others how ur feeling if ur not accepting others help

2008-11-10T11:23:00.003+08:00

Quote - "i see everything..i hear everything..i AM everything..i AM Xalum Silverspoon"

-iidaaahh''stilltrynnagetthehangofthisthing

2008-11-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

one word..A.C.R.O.P.O.L.I.S!!!

2008-11-03T15:31:00.010+08:00

I SOLEMNLY SWEAR THAT I AM UP TO NO GOOD

MISCHIEF MANAGED

-iidaaahh``MELTZ~

2008-11-03T12:39:00.000+08:00

2008-10-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

2008-10-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

hey people..

was shocked to find Lim Yong Jie holler-ing my name when i just stepped into class..

we had a deal,he has to pass me something before i do a service for him

unnexpectedly..i got what i wanted.haha

today's first period was meant to be sci(Chem.)PRACTICAL..

its supposed to be at the science labs..

but for some unknown reason(yang aku tak tau)

we "assembeled" in class..

nini amani was sick..

get better yea dar?(wahh..im such a las)

surprisingly..Lim Chin Huat came to our class

(after getting a little lost and late)

and said that we would be doing theory

instead of practical,and didnt even 'cause much fuss surprisingly..

which was good..'cause i was SOO N.O.T. in the mood for "practical"

lessons were surprisingly INTERESTING.haha

but nini amani had to leave in the middle of lessons..

she was terribly sick.

im seriously becomming a teachers pet la siaa..no good :(

i also learnt in mother tongue

that i learn best by listening(see..im a GOOD LISTENER kay!!!)

and by looking and doing.haha!

i also found out that my religious education's not that bad!haha(see..i orang alim kay!!!)

during the first part of math ..

Ong Lu Lu was like PMS-ing la can?

wa lao eh..she where got no happy

(wah..i sound soooper ah-lain ah?hahah)

anyway..math was okay..

keith actually DID math.haha

and he kopped my wallet..

saw what i had in it..wa lao eh..

kay po kia!!!and i thought he was gonaa take some money..

but he didnt haah.

ong lu lu scolded him for doing other stuff

(like curi-ing[steal] my wallet and rummaging through it)

while she was teaching..

se she said,"keith..you got so much money..share luh..or else i confiscate."

in my heart i was like,"no!!!dont confiscate!!!"

and wo mei yo qian lorh..

wo shi qiong de ren

(i have no money.i'm a poor person)

then that JIN YOU said.."eh..your wallet got floer2 ah?"

then keith said,"yah..why cannot arh!!!"

then JY said,"you mean its HERS?"

Keith,"yeah..why?got a problem with that?it very nice lorh"

thanks kieth :D

we were then released.

ong lu lu shouted my name

she wanted the papers ive collected to tick against those who have handed it up against the name lis

(assistant math rep maahhh)

but she needed those worksheets today..

so i gave it to her and she had to tick it herself

hah!!!she's very lazy and likes to complain lorh!!!

anyway talked to yong jie at the bus stop..

found out that he considers me a "potential threat" in 3e

in acadamic terms.haha!

im touched yong jie!!!haha

then since the plan was to wait for shasha natahsa at the bus stop

(to go to plaza singapura to SUPPOSEDLY watch a movie)

and she hasnt appeared for a while..

i then went in,saw Raji then found shasha natasha..

took the bus and train to dhoby gout with

courtney and michelle.ahah

first stop at plaza singapura..golden village

turns out..they WERENT closed..like DUHH -.-

as expected..stupid technical glitch

there wasnt any "eagle's eye" or "the house bunny" :(

wanted to watch something else,

but due to the timing,choice and rating..

we decided against it.

we chi zai(eat at) Long John Silvers

the service sucked :x

wanted to ring the bell..

not 'cause they deserved it..but for fun..

truns out i was makin a fool of myself..

'cause the bell made no sound..like what the..

embarrasing siol

'cam selenge siol(like a geek sia)

then we walked around..

was lookin at this nice checkered/black vest and nice hoodie

and even nice leather cuthlings

thought of gettin some

but after priorising..i got the vest..

it rocks..goes perfectly with my nice plain purple tee :))

shall post pipcs soon so you guys can see

shasha natasha got herself earings.ahah

wherever we go,kite orang bawak rezeki siol.ahaha

after making several rounds,we returned to tampines

so that shasha natsha could make some transactions

at the singapore post thingy..

then we went home lorh.ahah

was ncie.should totally do it again sometime :)

not forgetting our tour eh :D

-iidaaahh``Mc Donalds got burnt down by the $1 shope..FIGURES

2008-10-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

this is pathetic..
its really PATHETIC
its friggin' P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C i tell you
PATHETIC,PATHETIC,P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C
well if you people are wondering why there were 6 "pathetic" 's typed out..
well..well..well..(thats three)
its YOU!YES Y.O.U!!!
the R.E.A.D.E.R.S of mah blog.
the number of readers and miserable taggs are seriously PATHETIC lorh
haishhh what to do?

well this IS going to be yet ANOTHER ranting of mine..
BUT U.N.L.I.K.E most rantings..this ISNT gonaa be an *EMO* one..
infact its gonaa be quite a happy one..
in memorry of all that has happened.
all that we thought felt said or did..
and YEAH..its gonaa be darn sentimental i tell you.ahaha!

let me just say..there's just SOMETHING about you.i just can never seem to ever forget how i met you.all the conversations we had.all the things we said.to know that even for a while you thought and felt what i did..definately intoxicated.there's a first time for everything.i never had my head feel so clouded with anyboy words or image,keep replaying what you said and/or did.air gushed deep into my lungs..inflating it more that ic ouldve imagined.my face turned a bright red and my knees felt week.butterflies ATTACKED me.excitement and pleasure that cannot be contained.in felt too good.even though it had too end too soon and abruptly..we'll still have the memories to guide us.i will remember you,and i KNOW you will remember me.i will remember your smile.your laugh.the way your whole face lights up when you're happy and the way i could see all i needed to in your eyes.your voice.the lame jokes you had.the NEVER-vapid pointless conversations we had.the stuff you did.your long and strong body.and the fact that you're a good listener and that you're not "mushy but are deep"i will always remember you my dear..

2008-10-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that

You made room for me, but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today
Today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you
And your twisted words, your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today

Promise me you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say

I won't write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'Cause you asked for it?
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to
Write you a love song today
Today

a picture speaks a thousand words

2008-10-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

mah shades baybeh!!!

from left to right:ME,Zey,Naz,Shiqin
from left to right: Zey,Saiyidah,Shiqin

the B'day cake

2008-10-26T14:16:00.003+08:00

AND IM B.A.C.K!!!
(wow..i just never seem to understand the word "hiatus" huh?)
well..lots have happened..
hmmm..lemme see,the last time i blogged was..
not long ago..its was on
wednesday 22 october.
well..cant really remember much..
(see how much STML affects me?)
but i DO remember that yesterday..
Saturday,25th October
was sai-sai's b'day!!!
so i'd just like to wish her a happy birthday again
and may more happy returns come your way :)
(wah so chim uh?haah)

well..dont really remember much before that
..infact i didnt even remember that yesterday was the 25th..
haha!!!i swear i got to find a way to conquer this STML thing.
but if i didnt remember what happened..
it probably means that it wasnt all that important anyway.
well,actually..i DO remmeber..
Thursday was the supposed "last day of school"
but we had our lessons ressume on friday..
had an hour and a half of P.O.A and MALAY..
guess that's about it.

Yesterday,Saturday 25th oct..
i went out with my aunt
we went to thin my hair
(you guys should kow i dont trust UN-professionals
with my hair.haha)
we then made a pit stop at Toa Payoh
then we continued on to Orchird..
Takashyimaya..we had meal at Seoul Garden.
we then went window shopping around Taka
saw this promotion on the first level
the stuff was not really appealing..
but i found a pair of shades..
its kind of retro/kewl kind of thing
i'll post the pictures soon..
and we even got my sister a pair of ear-rings.haha!
well..i'll be going out again soon..
probably will update soon if nothing pops-ups aite?ahah
there'll be pictures in the next post or so :)

-iidaaahh ``malas(lazy) laa~ to colour the post.sorry :(

2008-10-22T19:58:00.006+08:00

kay luh..i shall post today..
since im BOREDDD,
even though my last post was just YESTERDAY..

well if you guys have noticed..
(which you probably should have..
or else you must be blind)
..i've changed my blogskin..
like it?theme's on MUSIC..duhh -.-
which i am shamefully addicted to.
(God,i think im morphing into a NERD each day..)
well..you better like it..
spent quite a while,painstakingly editing the HTML..
hahah..

anyway..that's not the ONLY thing i've changed..
'cause if you guys noticed as well..
the whole section on the right-hand-side's revamped :)

neway..enough on updates..
like i mentioned in the earlier post..
we went to SP again..
and KNOW WHAT?
I think I am in L.O.V.E.
WITH S.P
and i really,REALLY,REALLY,R.E.A.L.L.Y want to enter SP
i swear i love the place so darn much.
it was love at first sight. <333

IF i DO get into SP..
i wanaa take B.E
[Built Environment]

well..lemme just update on what happened today..
well..went to SP..
played Taiti on the way to SP
with Alfred Lim,Lim Yong Jie,Chiam Zong Yu and Wee Sean
had a momentary *EMO-SESSION*
'cause of what that !-@-#-$-%()_+ said
so i just stopped playing Taiti for a while
and just sat quietly listening to EMO music on Yong Jie's phone.
but now that i thought about it.
that was just plain STUPID..
why in the world do i let myself even LISTEN to a !@#$%()_+ like him?

But anyway..when we reached SP..

we had to break up into two groups..

"MARITIME" and "B.E"

thank God i made the right choice goin into "B.E"

i KNEW those who chose MARITIME had to do the simulator thingy..

'cause Daniel Phua asked if everybody ws feeling "well"

'cause obviously the simulator thingy would make some people feel "unwell"

anyway..the first part of the "B.E" was kewl

though the presentation was kinda dry and boring..

learnt quite a lot..

then later the room truned like a disco lorh..

with the lights dimmed,swivelling spot lights..booming music

we then had our break.

wow..had to admit..they went all out just to coax us into SP..

the food was delicious and abundant :)

and basically i was *AWED* though out la..to summarise :)

On the bus..we were given feedback forms..

there was a "comment" section..

and i wrote "I L.O.V.E. SP!!!!!"

over the lines.ahah

i confessed my undying love :)

However when we reached school..

we had our bags checked..

'cause those who went to "B.E"

dealt with pen knives..

they wanaa back sure none of us kopped it.hahah

after that we were released lorh.

Tomorrow's the SUPPOSED last day of school..

for everybody EXCEPT the sec3s..

we've got like TWO WEEKS of extra lessons

'cause the teachers werent able to finish up the syllabus.

i havent even looked at the time table for the extension.

result are tomorrow :(

ohh how i dread the lousy marks and naggings,scoldings and lecturings..

ohh well.

and to those who didnt do so well..

try harder next time yeah

-iidaaahh loves ya loads <333

(but not as much as i love SP!!!)

-DEATH-[devotion]

2008-10-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

Got home today..my grandmother told me that UNCLE GHANI from australia had passed away.[innalillahiwainnaillaihirawjioon].i just stared and sood,mouth agape..clearly not believing what i've just heard.

Just like life,death can come in a rush,unexpected.Death.we will ALL have to go through it..its just a matter of time.im sure you people must have met,at least once,the kind of person who sits at the back of the class quietly and doesnt talk much.well..these are the kind of people who wont really enjoy life much..and the way i see it,if you dont enjoy life to the max. ..then you've probably just wasted your rare chance to.dont let life be a HINDRANCE or a BURDEN..why not more of an EXPERIENCE?for self-discovery.to find out our flaws,acknowledge them and do something about them.for love and friendship..experiences and memories.i always feel that somebody who hasnt made a mistake,first of all,isnt human..'cause all humans make mistakes[duh!!!]and i can just laugh at anybody who claims otherwise.but more importantly..somebody "who hasnt made a mistake" doesnt get the chance to feel the reighteousness of SOLVING and PICKING ONES SELF UP AFTER A FALL..i mean..thats really what life's about right?
so my message today is dont give up..perservere,be yourself and "JUST DO IT!!!"[-Kopped from NIKE..but please dont do anything obscene.]

-iidaaahh

2008-10-21T14:26:00.005+08:00

heyhey readers :D

d'ya people find that the days are gettin warmer

and the nights colder?

and the air just a little thicker?

well that was random..

well you should know im always random,anyway..

i guess nothing much happened today..

played taiti with Alfred Lim,Lim Yong Jie and Chiam Zong Yu..

on the bus TO and BACK from SINGAPORE POLY

which we went to AGAIN..

and are going to AGAIN tomorrow

(but im not complaining..i actually LIKE it there :))

well..lets just say im sooo into poly life now.ahahah

today we were broken up into three groups..

or was it two?i dont remember..

haha.lets just say i have short term memory loss.ahah

but main point was we were broken into groups..

i was in the group with classmates register numbered 1-25..

we had some electronic engineering thingy..

for the first part we did some basic DnT stuff..

like soldering and stuff..

was kind of okay..

but i couldnt make BOTH bulbs light up..

only ONE did :(

for the second part..there was this mat saleh/angmoh/caucasian

guy who came in and showed us really kewl stuff

for one part of the presentation he needed a volunteer..

and he picked ME..

quote..'cause "there was just *SOMETHING* about me.."

riiight..he said i had an electric NOSE..

uh-huh..'cause there was this bulb that had two wires attached to it..

he gave me one and he held one..

we held the metal part..

and since we were both holding it..

it was a CLOSED circuit so the bulb lighted..

since he touched my nose to close the ciruit..

my nose was "ELECTRICAL" ..haha

even though we practically wasted the whole day.

'cause we DONT EVEN TAKE PHYSICS...

he was a jolly swell man :))

sadly we had too leave all too soon :((

on the bus..as usual..

we played taiti again..

won once and loss twice :(

DAMN! i so gotta play more Taiti!hahah

tomorrow's supposedly NOT a late-day..

'cause we're expected by 8.15 A.M..

(then doesnt that make a it a late day?)

we were released early..

at 1p.m yay!!!

went adn waited for the 293/22 to interchange

with Lim Yong Jie..

then boarded the train with Jaired Pang..

Lim Yong Jie took the same train

and was soo near by..

and he didnt notice -.-

had lunch and now im here lorh.ahahh.

-iidaaahh^BEWARE..I'VEGOTANELECTRICNOSE

ANDIMNOTAFRAIDTOUSEIT!!!

2008-10-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
A mind in too deep
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
A mind in too deep
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero

2008-10-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

hey people this is TODAY'S post

hmm..today,Monday,20th October..

i swear i didnt feel like going to school today..

it was like soooooper dreadful i tell you..

i swear i just felt like sleeping all the way i tell you

sleep was minimal yesterday :(

totally felt like pon-ing i tell you..

but you know me..im a good gal..

so i didnt pon.

i packed my PE t-shirt just in case..

since today's Monday,PE day..

but it was rather stupid as we were all having our PEA

[post exam activities]

we were scheduled to go to Singapore Poly

on the MRT nini amani texted me

asking me when i was comming and whatever not

she also said she saw Adriel.ahha!

boarded the same bus as shasha natasha

walked to class together

we both agreed on one thing which i think would be best if not blogged

and as well as everybody seeming so dreadful..haha!

the usual commotion in class..

had quite a rushed conversation with nini amani

which practically made no diff

'cause she wasnt paying much attention anyway.

we then made our way down to the DnT void deck..

waiting for the bus that'll take us to SP..

we were one of the first to arrive at the DnT void deck..

but one of the last to leave..

wa alo eh..just 'cause of these unworthy absenties..

i say we're better of WITHOUT waiting for them..

i know im impatient and all..

but we waited for like MORE THAN AN HOUR..

for GOD'S sake!!!sheeeshh!!!

we FINALLY got on board the bus after a VERRRYYYYY long wait.

ME,Alfred Lim,LimYong Jie and Chiam Zong Yu

played taiti on the bus..

where Ong Lu Lu couldnt see

'cause she stopped us playing taiti in the DnT void deck..

so we couldnt be caught again..

i mean..like seriously luh..

its a stupid rule..

"NO PLAYING POKER CARDS"

i mean..its not as if we're gambling right?

anyway..the bus ride was looong and nice..

just the way i like it.

we were SERIOUSLY late la siaa~

but its okay..

didnt pay much attention to the video played in the auditorium..

payed attention when it came to the slides..

but i couldnt understand though..

ME,Yong Jie,Saravanan and Raji then played carrum after the break..

kewl..then we were dismissed early..

we're going back to SP tomorrow and Wednesday..

hmm..well what can i say about SP?well..

its HUGE..tempting and OLD.ahah

even thought i saw my ex-baby-sitter's son..

but he didnt see me.

if he did..he clearly didnt recognise me.aahha

and i must say..

i think i like poly life better..

reguardless of what THEY say.

and i seriously need to find out

the whats-what for my O's and

after-secondary-school-life..damn..

well..guess i'll be ending my post now..CHIOW :D

-iidaaahh <333

2008-10-20T15:02:00.005+08:00

hey peeps..

was s'possed to post the SECOND part of yesterday's post

YESTERDAY..but my internet connection was like

soooooper de doooooper de SLOWWW like anything..

so i decided to post today instead :)

well..lets talk about Saturday,18th October

ME,Diyana(my sister),Saiyidah,Sai's friends(Hazimah and Shiqin) and Nazura(Sai's sister)

were supposed to meet at Downtown East

but there was a change of plans..

my sister was supposed to join us later

but she didnt 'cause..

she wasnt able to make it.

and we met at Pasir Ris MRT instead..

and AS USUAL..

i was punctual and they were late.ahahah

i was early so i waited on the concourse level

i texted Zey asking her if she was ready

knowing that Sai was gonaa be late(as usual)

getting the cake from Tampines Mall

(thus the change of plans to meet at Pasir Ris MRT instead)

so turns out Zey was gonaa be late too

but i got Shiqin's number from Zey

and after a while of texting

while waiting for her to arrive,

Shiqin called and we met.

We waited for Sai and Nazura to arrive

and after a while they did

and we took the bus to Downtown East

and met Zey there instead

we had lunch at BBQ chicken

"its not barbeque its BBQ"[thats their seriously lame slogan..]

after eating our main course..

we had the cake for "desserts"

we sang the birthday babies a Happy Birthday

we then exchanged pressies :)

i gave Sai a starwberry Body Butter tub

(recommended by Zey)

hope you like it sai!!!

we then cam-whored..

shall post the pictures when i kopp them from Sai soon

we then struggled over the bill later.ahahah

next,we went to watch a movie

but the funny thing was we wanted to watch a movie but

none of us had any idea of what to watch.ahah

but we then agreed on watching "Max Payne"

while waiting for the movie to start..

we went to Coffee Bean and chilled at the

open-air,non-smoker section..

so we didnt have to buy anything.ahah

time passed by so fast

that we hadnt noticed that we were a few minutes late for the movie!!!ahahha

we were shocked to find out that the movie had already started when we walked in

it was super dark that i had to hold Nazura's hand to my seat.ahaha

four of us shared pop corn and drinks

(since my sister wasnt able to make it

and since shiqin doesnt like pop corn)

after the movie..

we went seperate ways..

i went home and im not sure what the rest did though

the outing was soooper fun.we should totally do it again some time.just let me know yea?and please pass me the pics too.DAMN!i just realised that i forgot to take my ticket for the movie :(

-iidaahh signing out =)

2008-10-19T15:20:00.005+08:00

hey people!!!

i was s'possed to blog a while back..

but i was kinda lazy and didnt have the time to..

well..you know the usual excuses..
but after i read Zey's blog..
i felt that i TOTALLY should blog :)

well..lets talk about Friday,17th october
ME,Saiyidah and Zey went to Tampines..
the initial plan was to meet at Tampines MRT..
BUT as usual..Sai-sai was late..
i met up with Zey first..
we talked for a while before going to meet Sai at Century Square
we had lunch at some food court..
(which was where Zey called me a Chin-Rab..
have fun trying to figure THAT one out :P)
had western as usual..
then we went to get the cake..MANGO oolala~ 0.^
then Sai had to start work..

I accompanied Zey to watsons to get some stuff
then we were scouting 'round lookin for a nice pressie for sai-sai..
we thought of getting her a watch..
but it was like super exx can?
so we decided to get her something from Body Shop instead
eh!at least Body Shop got standard siket can!
we bought her the Strawberry Body Butter thingy..
smells kinda sweet :D
Zey was lookin at concealers..
while i was lookin for a blusher..aahahha
after much delimas..
i finally found a nice shade..
bronzey brown,soooper nice i tell you!!!
plus..i got a 10 % discount on my next purchase.. :))
DAMN!shudda asked my sister if i could borrow her Body Shop card
had i known we'd be buying at body shop.
Body Shop's stuff are good can?ahaha

we then practically TOUR-ed
the whole of Century Square and Tampines Mall..
sniffing fragrances and looking at stuff
Zey got a perfume :)
smells really sweet~

we were then both thinking of ICE CREAM!!!
we then went to swensens,the outlet at century square
Zey knows the people who works there..
so our ice cream was FREE :))
we had a very "MATURED" chat shall i say?
aye Zey?ahaahha

then we continued TOUR-ing..
till we were at Toys 'R' Us
my sister Texted me 'bout something..
and i had to attent to her..
so i had to leave ZEY :'(
but it was fun...
no worries 'cause we still met the next day.ahahah
for the details on Sat,Oct 18th..
watch out for the next post :)

TO BE CONTINUED..

2008-10-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

tonight was another one of those nights..
dont get me wrong..today rocked..
but..but i just cant stop thinking of you..
i swear i cant.been trying to..

maybe theres a reason why i cant seem to forget you
maybe theres a reason we thought,felt,said,did what we did or didnt do
i know you do
i want you to
i need to know you do
i just needa know you felt it too..

2008-10-16T19:18:00.002+08:00

hey ho everybody!!!
wellwellwell..just soo many thing've been goin on lately..
well,basically its plans on going out..

Initially the plan was to go
Jalan Rayer with my mother tongue class on 13th of oct
but the plans've changed..
and the finalised date was on the 18th..
so noticing that i was free on the 13th..
which happens to be my sister's BIRTHDAY..
i decided to form a last-minute tagg along with
her and AHMAD..[her boyfriend]
hmm..(thinking hard for a comment to give on the outing)
(ohh by the way..this is a TOTAL digression..
did'ya guys watch ugly betty?
the episode where she was super bersemangat and enthu
about saying "no comment" to a reporter
that she actually stomped off in the direction of the camera..ahhah
H.I.L.A.R.I.O.U.S..)
it was like a roler coaster ride..
there were definately ups and downs..
not to mention akwardness..
but it was really nice..
we should totally do it again sometime.
we were practically walking around aimlessly
and in circles can?ahhah
(and by the way my dear sis..
i know you're not reading this..
but i just wanaa post this here..
i know you and ahmad love each other very much..
trust me,you DONT have to explain to me the love that you two have for each other..
the parts you think i dont understand..
'cause TRUST ME when i say i understand well enough..
i believe you two are ~~perfect~~ meant for each other
but PLEASE..think twice the next time you two
show AFFECTION IN P.U.B.L.I.C.
it makes me kinda quesy..ahha)

and TOMORROW'S Friday..
there'll be no school tomorrow 'cause its promotion day..
(talking about promotion..
im soo sorry for Jia Jun..
'cause he will probably get retained :(
but no worries..try harder next time yea?
i know you're capable of much more..)
i will be meeting SAIYIDAH and her friend
tomorrow for lunch and to collect the cake for
Saturday,18th october..
which is when i,my sister,SAIYIDAH,saiyidah's two friends and sister
will be meeting each other..KEWL
at Pasir Ris,Downtown
(im sooo lookin' forward to it :D
to celebrate about 3 birthdays
and also 'cause i MISS SAIYIDAH so darn much!!!
and 'cause i just cant stand staying sooped up at home
after the exams..

Many sacrifices have been made for this outing..
as mentioned earlier..
the date that i am joining my MT class for Jalan Rayer
would be the 18th of october
which also coincides with this outing.
i have chosen this outing over Jalan Rayer
'cause these people mean more to me than a simple Jalan rayer
(talking about mushy much?ahahh)
and also 'cause i understand that
its really hard to get all these people together..
but its okay 'cause even if i coud make it..
(for Jalan Rayer)
Natasha couldnt 'cause she's got religious class on that day..
so if she's not going,i wont either..
so in other non-complicated and long-winded means..
it wouldnt've made a diff.
and also my sister's gonaa have to cancel her tuition..
so you guys better be thankful for it!!!

Not to mention i cant wait for the Little India Trip..
and Natahsa and my tour 'round city hall..
hope we dont get lost..
'cause that place is a b*tch for misadventures.
andandand..talking about touring..
i wanaa tour town(bugis and orchird)
as well as sentosa
and more traditional places like China Town,Kampong Glam,Arab Street
and maybe even clarke Quay..
anybody up for it lemme know yea? :))

well..i guess thats all for the
long post i felt i owe you guys..
dont you guys just LOOOOVEE long posts?
i do..at least mine anyway..ahahha
till time permits..CHIOW ;D

-iidaaahh``ACROPOLIS

ps:i feel like playing the acoustic and electric guitar aswell as the bass and drums alltogether..

2008-10-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicelah
Bagaiku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini
Takkan berubah kerna aku tetap aku
Dan lalu rindumu bukanlah aku

(Chorus)
Guna hati, akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza
Kau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu

Apakah aku
Hanya boneka yang sering engkau mainkan
Yang dikawal oleh jari-jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan
Cukup cukuplah oh cukuplah

(Chorus)

Tak faham tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan
Berbeza-berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa
Bebaskan bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan
Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai di sini saja
Hubungan kita berdua
Hoa... hoa... hoa...

(Chorus)

2008-10-14T17:15:00.001+08:00

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

2008-10-10T12:43:00.005+08:00

so these few days..
ive been what is descibed as "EMO"
or "emotional"..such a long word...
what does it mean?

i swear i dont know why im posting this...
but i am anyway..
i know i shouldnt..
i should snap out of it..
but i cant..
i mean i can..
but i dont want to..
it lingers

i swear i didnt see it comming..

or maybe i did..

but it happened nonetheless..

dont know WHY it happened..

but IT did..

but did you stop and think?

did you?

just stop and realise..

we both know..

that im ~~"different"~~..

and this "difference" is exactly what you need

'cause nobody ever thought,understand,felt you..

not like i did..

nobody else seemed to move you

with mere words and actions..

not like i did.

but you choose

(I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me)

i thought i could..

i really thought icould..

ps:if YOU(YOU know who YOU are) read this..

2008-10-09T20:29:00.001+08:00

:D
Nah!!!here's come pictures!!!

2008-10-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

2008-10-09T19:59:00.001+08:00

2008-10-09T19:36:00.002+08:00

(Talking)
May I have your attention please, may I have your attention please,
will the real slim shady please stand up,
I repeat will the real slim shady please stand up.....
we're gonna have a problem here.........

(Verse 1)
Ya'll act like you never seen a white person before
jaws all on the floor
like pam and tommy just burst in the door
and started whoopin her ass worse than before
they first were divorced
throwing her over furniture (aaaaaah)
It's the return of the...
"awww..wait, no wait, you're kidding,
he didn't just say what I think he did,
did he?"
and Dr. Dre said...
nothing you idiots, Dr Dre's dead
he's locked in my basement
feminist women love eminem
chicka chicka chicka slim shady,
"I'm sick of him, lookit him
walkin around, grabbin his you know what
flippin' to you know who"
"yeah, but he's so cute though"
yeah, I probably got a couple of screws up in my head loose
but no worse than what's goin on in your parents bedroom (eheheheh)
sometimes, I wanna get on TV and just let loose
but cant, but it's cool for Tom Green to hump a dead moose
My bum is on your lips, My bum is on your lips
and if I'm lucky, you might just give it a little kiss
and that's the message that we deliver to little kids
and expect them not to know what a woman's clitoris is
of course they're gonna know what intercourse is
by the time they hit 4th grade
they got the discovery channel, dont they?
we ain't nothing but mammals
well, some of us cannibals
who cut other people open like cantelopes
but if we can hump dead animals and antelopes
then there's no reason that a man and another man can't elope
but if you feel like I feel, I got the antedote
women wave your pantehose, sing the chorus and it goes..............

(Chorus)
I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up
cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up

(Verse 2)
Will Smith don't got to cuss in his raps to sell records
well I do, so fuck him and fuck you too
you think I give a damn about a grammy
half of you critics can't even stomach me, let alone stand me
"but slim, what if you win, wouldn't it be weird"
why? so you guys can just lie to get me here
so you can sit me here next to britney spears
shit,Christina Aguilera better switch me chairs
so I can sit next to Carson Daly and Fred Durst
and hear em argue over who she gave head to first
little bitch, put me on blast on MTV
"yeah, he's cute, but I think he's married to Kim, hee hee"
I should download her audio on MP3
and show the world how you gave eminem VD (aaaaaah)
I'm sick of you little girl and boy groups
all you do is annoy me
so I have been sent here to destroy you
and there's a million of us just like me
who cuss like me, who just don't give a fuck like me
who dress like me, walk, talk and act like me
and just might be the next best thing, but not quite me.................

(Chorus)
I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up
cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up

(Verse 3)
I'm like a head trip to listen to
cause I'm only givin you things
you joke about with your friends inside you livin' room
the only difference is I got the balls to say it
in front of ya'll and I aint gotta be false or sugar coated at all
I just get on the mic and spit it
and whether you like to admit it (riiip)
I just shit it better than 90% you rappers out can
then you wonder how can
kids eat up these albums like valiums
it's funny,cause at the rate I'm going when I'm thirty
I'll be the only person in the nursing home flirting
pinchin nurses asses when I'm jackin off with jergen's
and I'm jerkin' but this whole bag of viagra isn't working
in every single person there's a slim shady lurkin
he could be workin at burger king, spittin on your onion rings
or in the parking lot, circling, screamin I dont give a fuck
with his windows down and his system up
so will the real shady please stand up
and put 1 of those fingers on each hand up
and be proud to be outta your mind and outta control
and 1 more time, loud as you can, how does it go? .................

(Chorus)
I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up
cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up

cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up
cause I'm Slim Shady, yes, I'm the real Shady
all you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
so wont the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up

(Talking)
haha guess it's a slim shady in all of us........ fuck it let's all stand up

2008-10-07T08:05:00.003+08:00

hmm...well...if you guys are shocked to see me typing soo early in the morning..
well..so AM I!
shocked to find out that my Malay p2
is the SECOND and not the FIRST paper!

so i happily got my ass out of bed and got myself ready..
and out of the house..
and in no time i was already at the interchange
when i met SHASHA NATASHA..
and THAT was when she told me..
or rather that was when i figured out...
since she doesnt take mother tongue..
i asked her what she was doing here.
she said she was taking her A-math paper..
then i was like sh*t!!!i dont even take A-math!
DAMN!can you say BIMBO much?
so now..i am in the library being a geek D:

hey..you know what?
i LIKEE the library..
infact i LOVEEE it..
y'know..im gonaa name it my new "happy place"
(at least for today anyway..)

not sure what im gonaa do after blogging..
maybe i'll surf the net or read some books..
yea..

but the school library's books are B.O.R.I.N.G

my cousins from malaysia came on the 30th
and will be going home tomorrow night..
maybe i wont send them off
'cause i gotta study for POA then..

got a call from SAIYIDAH yesterday..
asking if its possible if she brings along two other people
so i said yes..
THEN she said that we're no longer going to Arab Street D:
damn!i was really looking forward to that..
but its okay..the time will come.

i cant wait to jalan rayer with my MT class!!!
on the 13th!ahhaha!!!! :D
'cause since Rayer with my family kind of sucked..
due to me being sick D:

(oh!talking about rayer..
my and my family went to geylang to meronda.ahah
we went at around 3a.m!!!hahaah.all the way till like 5...haahah
but it was raining!!!so that made my flu worse.
even though i used an umberella-ella-ella-eh-eh..
oh yar!!!!i acidentally hit this matt's head..and he turned around and said
"eh..'bang tau dik nak share payung..tapi jgn kasar2 lerhh..'bang suke pompan lemah lembut tau.."

translation:eh..i know you want to share the umberella with me..but dont be too rough..i like gentle girls you know..

and i was like.."WTF!"..yea anyway..)

and also Little India is bound to make me go gaga
so alls well :))
except that the beetles my younger cousin keeps on talking about..
that exist in ulu2 parts of little india better not be anywhere near me..
yerpp-yerpp

not to mention the tours are gonaa be stellar :))
im gonaa RE-read my Harry Potter book since
im just SUCK A BIG fan of Rowling's work.
ad im gonaa immerse myself in other books as well..
and im gonaa continue the book i dedicated myself to.
and im gonaa pick up a "how to converse in korean"book along the way too

and thats not counting my HA's!!!
well all i can to is try..

and have you guys heard of the song "get back" - demi levato(spelling?)
that song rocks!!! :)
well...im probably gonaa post again or so..so watch out for that..
andandand Rhianna's comming to singapore soon..
anybody up for it?

-iidaaahh

(and im gonaa colour the posts 'cause i have the time to.actually..i have all the time to ..for now at least and 'cause im feeling particularly reighteous and bored.and i thought this post wouldve been longer.and on second thought..i totally shouldve went back home when i couldve..'causelooking at it now..the ammount of time i STILL have left to waste is becomming ridiculous not to mention mind-bogglingly irritating.vapid.)

2008-09-29T13:42:00.003+08:00

P.O.A SUCKED TO THE C.O.R.E.!!!
the idiotic paper was soooooper de doooooper de to the max to the extreme
difficult like anything siols.
i swear if the paper had a neck..
it wouldve been strangled by me
like what the hell sial!
i studied you know.
and what right does a friggin paper have the right to decide my OWN future
i think EXMAS are just irrtatingly overrated.
dah la..i think i'll stop here before i get high-blood pressure i tell you!!!

2008-09-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

2008-09-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

so..ive been thinking..
~~(and you know how i get when im thinking..)~~
"do/did i like/love my family?"
honestly..i dont think i have the answer..
okay..maybe i do..have the answer that is
but i dont think i like/likED/love/lovED my family.
selfish and cruel i know.but its a fact.

do i have/had real friends?
well..as hard as it to admit.
i dont.

but has Nur Saiyidah Binte Jasni found her self?
yes.i know and have found me,myself and i.
and she wont lose me,myself and i..
'cause they're precious.to her at least.
me,myself and i know what we believe and stand for..
and we stand strongly for it

i believe life is all about finding ones self..
knowing,finding out what/who he/she is
what he/she belives in and stands for
and stand strongly for it
and consider yourself precious
its hard finding oneself..
but take it from me..
it gets easier after you've found yourself.

life's about valuing yourself
about finding your flaws
about comming to terms with them
about DOING SOMETHING about them
love.loving GOD,your F.A.M.I.L.Y and friends.

society.they are sexist,racist,biased.
the think,feel,say,do,judge,assume..
but never listen
looking for what isnt there.
look at only a PART of the whole picture because its easier
they quit when the going gets tough
they know what's right from wrong..
but do they WANT to do the right?
and is simply WANTING enough?
they are going to do all these things metioned above..
they are going to pull you down with manipulation and negativity
they are going to mock you,spit at you..
but you gotta take it all in.
be better than that.

i have a brain..a mind..that thinks and understands..
a heart that not only keeps us alive..but a heart that beats..that feels
a mouth and a body that carries out speech and action
i am not a lie.so i do not lie about myself.
my thoughts,understanding and feelings are reflected in my speech and action
and i dont try and be somebody im not.
if you all know..
i think,understand,feel,say,do more intensely then others.
and at times it is a blessing and at other times,a curse.
but there is a reason why its given to the people that have it.
i am r e a l

some see this as a flaw..
but i am not a robot or a cyborg
and therefore i think,undersand,feel,say,do
and i wont stop or deny it for a minute.
some do this becuase they claim to have been hurt too bad
but when we fall..its only so we can learn to get up
if you need a helping hand..just call out and i'll be there..
it dont matter who
i got your back
~~(but do you have mine?)~~
you call out for help
i give you the help
but you dont accept it
it gets worse..
but you've got nobody else to blame but yourself.
the way i see it..you CHOOSE it this way
because you just didnt see,accept,understand what was blatantly right infront of you

its complicated for sure
but believe me when i say i can help you sort out your confusion.

people say im smiling more and laughing more.
more positive.it shocks them.
lets just say they're not the only one.'cause its new to me too
i guess experience is key
and i can be an age-old living,breathing proof book of that.
i wont deny
it gets hard sometimes
many times.
everytime
but there's just no other way
hopeless.
i guess im taking it in stride.
and NO im NOT in DENIAL
im FULLY AWARE of the goings-on
are you though?the intensity.alone.

i give.sacrifice.risk.sincerely,WILLINGLY..for you
i dont expect anything in return but HOPE you WANT to retun them
sincerely,willingly..out of the goodness of your heart.
but it seems im unappreciated.
like im pulling all the weight.
and im trying to reach out and touch your heart
to pull your heart strings..just a little bit..
but you seem so distant..just too distant.

everytime i hear you name,you voice..
you..your eyes..and i see me
like i've imparted some of me unto you
but your words and actions seem so foreign
seem to hurt me so
do you care?do you?
and i ask myself..who are you?
who am i?who am i to you?
just a nobody..

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

there was this person..
who i seemed to know
so familiar..too distant
going..going...gone

(just leave me be)

2008-09-08T15:27:00.003+08:00

word of the day:juxtaposed
songS of the day:Lucky - Jason Mraz
Im Yours - Jason Mraz
Burnin' Up - The Jonas Brothers
Play My Music - The Jonas Brothers
A little Bit Longer(You Don't Even Know) - The Jonas Brothers

hey people..
today..early in the morning raining already siols..
today was the first day of school after the september holidays
today was as per normal.
(wah sia..3 "today" 's sia!!!.hahha)
woke up..packed my bag..did the usual stuffs lorh
but i frogot about PE
and i've already used my uniform..
so i was thinking,"DANG!!!"
but i didnt go change again
i didnt use or even bring my PE uniform.haah

i made my way to school
luckilly it stopped raining laa~
but since it rain-ded..
morning proceedings were held in the class..
yay!!! :D
first period was Math..
nothing much..got back the test..
my marks we quite okay luh.
math was sooooper fun..
so the unsangkarable.. :D
SS follwed Math..
Tang Ai Wai was back.ahhaha
nothing much happened la.
followed by PE..
just told Mr.Sham that i my PE uniform was still wet
did like 20 pumping..
which was really lucky..
'cause he was in a bad mood
and the rest of the PE..
ME,ELEANOR,XIN YI and CLARE..
were like talking about SOMETHING,ANYTHING and EVERYTHING
hahaha..
next was recess..talked with JAMES and XIN YI..
found out that many people smoke in our class
didnt come as a shocker la..
but if the choose to...
then their choice lorh..

next was an hour of ENGLISH..
its just not the same without RASHIDI D:
the new person was "Mrs. De Souza"
she's so boring and soft..
nobody pays attention anymore..
i can just see us flunking our "L"ONE "R" five.
followed by P.O.A.. ..
damn..i really needa revise!!!
gonaa have a test on friday..
followed by half an hour of Pure Lit.
Mdm Caroline Wong's our new sub
wasnt a shocker..
i can see us actually going somewhere with her.ahah
after that i made my way home lorh
trained back with Jaired.weird chap.ahahah
and now im here..

and im like in a delima..
i have yet to ask my family to sign my horrible result slip..
i forsee a horrible weekend comming D:
and EOYs are like SERIOUSLY just around the corner..
i S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y. hope i wont screw this up.

PS:Joe Jonas is sooooo HAWTTTT
and Nick is cute :)

-iidaaahh^a little bit long and i'll be fine..